Lost Girlfriend

It was the result day of my 10th boards and the list of students qualified for various streams was displayed on the board outside the school.

In all the mess of tension of result, pressure of parents and worry of not getting science stream...came a girl running down the road, all wet due to rain, taking breaths heavily, stared at board, and I stared at her, forgetting all the mess I just continued to look her, desperately wanted to console her that everything will be all right.

In all this moments she jumped in joy and screamed...yeaaa science mil gyi science mil gyi...as if she was chosen in NASA directly, but the happiness in her eyes made my day..though I also got the science stream, fulfilling my parents aspirations, although I wanted to be a cricketer, never mind.

After continuously thinking about her for 1 week, our classes started...was praying for the past one week to see her entering in my class, to live the moment, I came to school much early, (it happened for first time in last 10 years)...but she didn't came...I thought she must be in another science section...and all the dreams shattered...!!!

Next morning I came to school late, without any hopes of seeing her, I was not even thinking about her, but wait...there she was sitting on the first bench of middle row...and to tell you frankly...I never believed in Bollywood...but that day..some kind of breeze touched me...and guitar tone was playing...though it was happened for 4-5 seconds...but I was enjoying that...then I searched for the nearest desk to her...but every near desk was occupied and all of them appeared as villain in my story...I sat on the last bench...but in the same row...just to tell you about my past...I was the most mischievous and naughty child in my school...every teacher hated me like anything..though I was good enough in studies..but after tenth class teaching staff changes...so I was staring at her continuously through all the obstacles and was having only the glimpse of black golden hair, with cute little kitty clutcher, and in this romantic mood, I heard a voice mentioning my name loudly....you yes you stand up...it was my class teacher...she said "I know you very well (my name) I heard about your activities, and how you troubled your teachers before, but this will not work with me...and all of a sudden she came to me and slapped right in my cheek...I was not disappointed to have a tight slap on very first day...it was the disappointment of losing my self respect in front of my love (yes it was love, crush is for kids)..but never mind.

For almost 1 month she didn't even notice me...and I was having all the information about her likes...dislikes... family..."brothers" academic achievements...and then came our first exams...sessionals...I passed in all the subjects and she topped every subject except one..and that was our class teacher's subject "chemistry" ...and the topper in that exam was me...and that was the day she noticed me (not my class teacher)...my love...

She came to me and asked that how I managed to score so high...I said when you are determined to prove yourself nothing else matters...though I was getting intellectual...to impress her...and she said okay okay...so you proved it to our teacher...I said no...to someone else...and she didn't asked further...she walked away...as if she was so confident that I will take her name...

Things went on like this...I was scolded by every teacher everyday...and at the time of sessionals results ..she used to get impress by me...not much interaction and this was constantly bothering me...and she used to talk with other "intelligent" guys and I know what was their topic all the time...that how he his scoring so much only in chemistry...

Now time came to give farewell to our 12 standard seniors...I was the script writer and also one of the characters in play in which bunch of students were performing...after 3-4 days of rehearsals...I was busy in rehearsing and what I saw...my love is entering the room...and everything again stopped just like what happened in the beginning...she directly came to me and asked ...hey can I also play any role in your play please...and believe me guys there was no room for any character in the play...but I just said...yes of course...and I asked what role you want...she said I want to play a teacher...I immediately asked her to play chemistry teacher's role...and she said yes...and she happily walked away...that was the first time in nearly one year that I interacted with her for 5 long minutes...and in all these rehearsals and performance of play we came close...we exchanged numbers...we begin to chat on phone...and by having chat with her I came to know she was not the one who is in the class...she was like the heer of rockstar... intelligent in front wild inside...like the girl I ever wanted...after that we hanged out together...

Than one day I came to know that there is some guy from commerce section who is obsessed with her like typical sharukh from darr...I asked about him to her...she said yea I know about him but he doesn't exist for me...and I said...oh gosh I was scared for nothing...

But...one day I saw her with him in his car...and everything seems like ended for me...

That day I cried like anything for whole day and night...I didn't reply to her...I didn't pick her phone..

Next day in school(our twelfth had started now), I saw her...she was worried and tensed...and I pretended that if nothing had happened...

She said why were you ignoring me...I said I was in my relatives home...and phone was in home...and she quickly believed me...I asked her..where were you right after school tomorrow...and she very casually replied...I was on the way to my home...I asked that's it? She replied...yes..she asked is there anything you want to ask...I said no no everything is fine...

That whole night I was sleepless...I just thought about her all the time...

Next day me my friend and she was coming back from tuitions...she was chit chatting with my friend...she gone to her home by walk...and I boarded bus to my home...all of a sudden I don't know what happened to me..I shouted...bhaiya bus roko( driver stop the bus)...and I jumped from the bus...ran after her... picked up 1 red rose from the seller on the road...and stopped right in front of her...bowed on my eyes...stared into her eyes through her specs and said...(her name) I love you...will you be mine...she took the rose...held me and said softly in my ears...paagl ho gye ho sab dekh rahe hai.(are you mad... everyone is staring)..I asked just tell me ..she said just go I ll call you at night

I was waiting for her call desperately...and at last she called at 12 in the night and said...yes I love you

And I was on cloud nine...I was like...yes I got everything...my love...my life...

After getting into relationship for few days...

We were hanging around...and she asked me...why you only scored high in chemistry...I told her that it was the subject of that teacher who insulted me in front of you...so I seeked revenge in the most meaningful manner ever...than I asked her why did you lie to me that day... without asking the day...she replied because I was not willing to hurt you...

All this continued for 1 year...we were madly in love with each other...than we both moved to college... regular things were their in relationship...fights...love...just everything...I was not sure that I will be able to survive in long distance relationship...as I was in Shimla and she was in Delhi...but it went quiet well for 4 long years..and one day my destiny took a u-turn... I was in college...and I came back from there...and checked my phone...a message was there from her number...which mentioned...its over!!!!!

And everything was black in front of me...I called her... phone was switched off...

1 day passed...2 days passed...week passed...no sign of her.

I was helpless...I had never been to her home...I didn't have her friends or relatives number...

I went to her college..for 1 week. Couldn't find her!

Than after chasing her crazily...one of her friends told me that she had transferred herself from that college to another...but she didn't know about the college..

I chased her on every social media platforms...she was not there...

I dropped mails to her...no response... nothing worked for me .

I don't know what really gone wrong...

Irony is that I don't know where she is...till now...its been nearly 3 years... through one of her friends I went to her home .. neighbour said they moved out long back ..and they also don't know where...but sometimes I think its her decision to not contact me....miss you my love...wherever you are in the world...I still love you!!!

So guys this is my incomplete story for you...