LETTER TO MY LOVE

Siddhartha Sankar Tripathy,

Assistant Executive Engineer,

Rayagada, Gajapati

"Letter to my Love"

I don't know what is that feeling that makes my eyes watery today.

Everyone is there by my side today, still I'm missing someone badly.

When u r saying that "I feel lonely" It just like someone beating my heart and I feel myself helpless .

When you are saying that 'life is very unfair to me' at that time I cant understand my role in your life And got totally blanked that how could I console you.

when you say such words I think my love get worthless my words got valueless I feel empty.

My mind got reason out, What should be those soothing words that could make u feel good can remove your pain...

But I really feel bad today when I'm saying you that till now there is not a single time when I got the ability to remove your pain everytime I tried but I failed... Because emotionally you are so strong.

Yes,I agree You have suffered a lot not suffered but still suffering and Still there are so many things happening that hurts you a lot .

But if you want to be happy then there are so many ways to be.

From the day u have made a space in my heart I've always tried my best to make u happy to see a smile on your face.

Yes sometimes knowingly Or Unknowingly my activities also hurts you a lot.

It wreck you It break you But believe me My love the same thing also happening with me at that time.

I know it better that future is full of uncertain still Every time I think about my future I don't know but it seems me horrible. It's not possible to be without u.

In a day of 24hrs I don't think even there would be a single second when u r not there in my mind. I miss u in so many ways. I miss u... I trust u... I love you so much...

Those time I spend with you are really precious for me. It's totally impossible to erase all those from my mind...

When your warm breath hit my face feeling plesant in your thoughts. I felt like staying in your warm hug forever and ever.

You changed my life dramatically.The journey was really good from a Parents Toy to a fearless, brave,unconditional lover was really Amazing.

Today I can't promise u but definitely I'll try my best to be always with u both Physically and mentally.

I've never aimed for big things, but I aim for small things which hold great treasure to my life .

I wish to spend most of my time with you.  Wanna share all those secrets, all my problems

all my sorrows with you...

At times of solitude I want to hold your arms feel your warmth...

World is so scary without you...

One thing always motivates me that if God has gifted me u then he must have a plan for the next step also.

Good night my cute Babyy....