LET IT GO - CHAPTER III

I lived alone at my house. My single mom lived at another place. I denied her to stay with me due to something that I avoid to share. Since there's no one to read this and it's only my thing to enjoy, I will share it one day. Though I lived alone, my mom did send me money with a letter each. I never opened one cause I thought her explanation will make me weak. I rea hed my house, put that bag on the couch and took a sip of coke.

And when I started recalling what homework was given to me, I could only think of her gaze. Day by day I started having dreams of her. Sometimes, she would kill me formulae and sometimes with a gun. The other weekend, Choi Namsi, the richest Kid of our class invited all of us to her birthday. I had my best suit ironed. I reached cause I was excited. I don't know but I guess my past self was excited to see Soo Jin as she was forced by the classmates to come. She was hesitant, but she still agreed. That was whole cause of me being impatient. All were talking to their friends. Some talking about how grand the party was. I just barely stood there at a corner and watched them all. Soon as I moved my eyes to the side. I saw an angel form of Soo Jin. The form that no one saw. All were amazed just like I was. It was a sort of happiness watching her handling her dress with that black purse. That white gown really suited her well. Her hair strings teasing her face, her continuously moving it was so fun to watch. I couldn't stop myself from staring at her. Well that was her fault, not mine! And she came and surprisingly stood next to me.

I pretended to be cool, when I was not. All were given chits with numbers on it. Those with same numbers had to dance together. My beautiful fate! When someone called for number '13' , guess what? Me and Soo were raising hands. ( yes! I call her Soo nowadays) All were looking at us. Some were telling Soo to accept her unprofessional dance partner. Somehow I was not annoyed with these taunts anymore. 

"Hey! Park Dae -Jung! Just dance with me. Okay! " Yeah she finally called out my name. My damn name! Do you remember, Soo, this was the first time you called me by my name. And both us had no clue that we'll have each other's names on our lips for this quite long time. And we still continue!