IS IT LOVE OR LUST?

 

My life was all perfect studying in one of the biggest university of India-'Univerity of Delhi' 

               On 2 November 2022, I was talking to vihaan(He was my crush) during a boring lecture of maths but for me it was fun while flirting with my crush! Almost 20 mins later mrs.Kriti showed up with a file she said "My dear lovely students this is a announcement, that our professor Mrs.Zora is giving chance to the winners of science exhibition to go to Tamil Nadu but only 12 out of those will be selected" She continued while opening a file  "The students who will be called have to come here, Nitya srivastava,Avishi singh,vihaan mishra,chaya pandey and Inaya Singh(Me)" She took us to a auditorium which had 50 students(there were 50 winners in the whole university),Like only 12 out of so many, I knew I was not lucky enough because I know me my very own self nicely. Still I sat down. 

Mrs.Zora then came near the mic on the stage and started speaking "Wonderful Morning dear achievers of the exhibition, I knew really well who will win the exhibition (She was the one who elected students) now, out of you all any 12 lucky students will be selected to go to Tamil Nadu !" Mr.Zahir then bought a jar filled with colorful chits and mrs.Zora started picking the chits,she continued saying "You all will have to  come to the stage according to your name,

Bhoomi,Vihaan,Naman,Inaya,Avyaan,

Nitya,Avishi,Aradhana, Aadarsh,Ausotosh,Kartik,Kiara,Congratulations you all are going toTamil Nadu" Everyone gave a great round of applause for us! I felt happy for me but sad for chhaya  as she is like my best companion throughout every trip but as our tour guide will be zahir sir it's going to be fun. We all then took our identity cards and went for packing , after packing I asked Nitya to come over with any two of her friends for Netflix and chill  

She agreed to come with her boyfriend and his friend naman. After getting a nap for 20 mins, I went to Zahir Sir to take my tickets and to ask who  my hotel mate is? , He answered "It's Naman", I then asked "Is he

avyaan's friend??" His answer was "yes" After reaching my hostel room, I opened my  instagram account and I started searching naman's instagram I'd

in Avyaan's follwing list,I opened his account and seeing  his posts, Naman was more like a greek god, a absolute handsome man. I wanted to send him request but I never send request to anyone first! Although, my door bell rang at 8:00pm and my guess was right it was nitya, her boyfriend and naman . They all settled on the bed naman was laying on the bed next to me in the corner.We opened netflix and wednesday, of course! 10 mins later the pizza boy arrived and I got up of the bed to take the pizza, naman pulled me back to take pizza, when he came he whispered "Your periods have arrived go and change" and I rushed to the washroom 

(he was right). He was massaging my legs after I laid down on the bed when they left he patted my head and said to be careful when he left I was dancing all over my hostel room.

Next morning I got ready at 8:00am!!,

for going, but when I opened the door Chaya and archita were there they said they had  a surprise and blindfolded me!

they took me somewhere to lift, I guess

and it stopped on 2nd floor (I got to know that because Our lift says the floor no. we have  reached) they took off my blindfold, It was the hall with many balloons and flower petals, vihaan was sitting on his knees with a flower bouquet and said" Will you be mine. Inaya?" When I looked at the back is there someone else named Inaya, naman was walking by at that end, Just a look of him made me say no, Vihaan got up and said "Are you serious, Inaya?" I replied." Look. I don't want to ruin my good friendship with you like this, I want to be good friend I want our friendship to remain beautifully, like always", He thought something and said:" Yes, of course you are so right,  but keep this bouquet and chocolate box with you and have a safe journey " I smiled and got back to room, I took my suitcase, my handbag and went to the meeting room, I sat on the chair next to naman and greeted him "Good Morning" he replied "Good morning, Did you said yes? I said " No, he was my good friend!" I don't wanna ruin my good friendship like this ,he then  said-"You mean that you said No?" I nodded. 10 mins later the room was filled every one was waiting for Zahir sir only, else everyone had arrived.When Sir came and greeted everyone "Good morning"

He continued while sitting on his chair." We all will first have to go to the airport with bus, there is no need to give your seat to friends or to exchange it with anyone. If there is any problem or query call me everyone will put their electronic devices on aeroplane mode the moment you will reach,you are asked not to  harm or misbehave,with anyone at anytime you all are added to a group named Tamil Nadu, you're doubts or queries should be mention there, the tour you will take next will be mentioned there, Have a safe journey" we all got up and went to the bus,I sat next to Nitya we both were restlessly downloading

Songs, movies, videos and everything

we could. When we reached the airport we buyed coffee and a sandwhich as we were hungry. I got my seat next to kaira, Oh! that chatter box, I was done from her in 5 minutes, I putted my earphones on and started watching my downloads. It took us 6hrs to reach our final destination!

 These 6 hrs felt more like 6 boring days!! We again gonna sat on for 30 mins to reach our hotel. As we reached and I walked for 2 mins i was in love with walking Still i took my heavy suitcase my handbag with tons of  makeup and acessories. I took my hotel card and went in my room with naman .We were talking all about our up and downs, He told me about his breakup with bhoomi which he had hit recently. I consoled him to and told a him about my past relationship with kartik and about my fault and One of kartik's. We exchanged numbers and  got linked together in other social media apps as well. I liked his company alot .We clicked some cute photos and for sure it is gonna be my next post on ig. Although I felt Like I had had a crush on him and liked him a lot our 4th day of trip we had a cute little pillow fight I got up on the fluffy bed, he gave me a hit from pillow on my legs and I slipped on him, it was like my hands were on his ears his hands were on my waist 

My life was all perfect studying in one of the biggest university of India- 'University of Delhi' 

        On 2 November 2022, I was talking to Vihaan (He was my crush) during a boring lecture of maths but for me it was fun while flirting with my crush! Almost 20 mins later Mrs.Kriti showed up with a file she said "My dear lovely students this is a announcement that our professor Mrs.Zora is giving chance to the winners of science exhibition to go to Tamil Nadu but only 12 out of those will be selected" She continued while opening a file " The students who will be called have to come here, Nitya srivastava, Avishi singh, Vihaan Mishra, ChayaPandey and Inaya Singh (Me)" She took us to a auditorium which had almost 50-70 students, Like only 12 out of so many, I knew I was not lucky enough because I know me my very own self nicely. Still I sat down. 

Mrs.Zora then came near the mic on the stage and started speaking "Wonderful Morning, dear achievers of the exhibition I knew really well who will win the exhibition (She was the one who elected students) now, out of you all any 12 lucky students will be selected to go to Tamil Nadu " Mr.Zahir then bought a jar filled with colorful chits and mrs.started picking the chits, she continued saying "You all come to the stage accordingly,

Bhoomi, Vihaan, Naman, Inaya, Avyaan,

Nitya, Avishi, Aradhana, Aadarsh, Ausotosh, Kartik, Kiara, Congratulations you all are going to Tamil Nadu" everyone gave a great round of applause for us! I felt happy for me but sad for chhaya as she is like my best companion throughout every trip but as our tour guide will be Zahir sir it's going to be fun we all then took our identity cards and went for packing , after packing I asked to come over with any two of her friends for Netflix and chill  

 

 These 6 hours felt more like 6 boring days!! We again gonna sat on for 30 mins to to reach our hotel. As we reached and I walked for 2 mins i was in love with walking Still i took my

my heavy suitcase my handbag. I with tons of makeup and accessories. I took my hotel card and went in my room with Naman

We were talking all about our up and downs, He told me about his breakup with Avishi which he had hit recently I consoled him to and told a him about my past relationship with Kartik and about my fault and One of Kartik's. We exchanged numbers and share got linked together in other social media apps as well. I liked his company with me alot 

We clicked some cute photos and for sure. gonna be my next post on ig. Although I felt Like I had had a crush on him and liked him a lot our 4th day of trip we had little cute pillow fight I got up on off of the fluffy bed, he gave me a hit from pillow on my legs and I slipped on him, it was like my hands were on his ears and his hands were on my waist , I prayed god in my mind just for a small kiss. No later, god listened to me for the first time and we had kiss, After which I covered myself completely in the blanket licking my very own lips. Almost 1 hour later he came to me and said "Sorry, I didn't really meant to, it was just an accident, I'm really sorry"I got up and sat on the bed, I hugged him while saying "It's Ok, I know it was an accident and it was not your fault totally "

We played a video game together, After which he went to nitya and Avyaan's room where be he had spended almost 4hrs!! At that time I was watching K'dramas. He nearly came at 9:00 p.m. after which we went downstairs for dinner We came back till 9:30 and nitya called me!! I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone but I had to pick. After I picked the call she told me to it's urgent to come to her room I was scared about what had happened and rushed with my phone (of course, phone is quite very important) She told me to get ready  tommorow for party in the hall of the hotel, theme is red and I have to reach there by 8:00pm (this was not so important) ,She also told me, it's absolutely like a swiftie night (Good for me as I am a swiftie!) . I replied" Intresting, and if it is about Taylor Swift i'll be there, "Good Night, and be ready" She said , "No, worries, Good Night" and I left while jumping in joy,

                      Next day our tour was to  a temple and Palace of tanjavur brothers & The place wasamazing . We all ate the famous delicates of south India and took rest for approximately 30mins. I got up and saw it was 7:00pm.

I went to the bathroom  and changed into my red dress and my earings which was absolutely classy and spended almost 40 minutes  in getting ready. Nitya said"I was looking like a soul sended from the heaven!" "oh, it was nice of you" I replied. Almost everyone was there, I wasn't able to find  Naman like any where, I went to the hall with Nitya and Avyaan . Although, a little later Avishi blindfolded me, nitya and kiara on the stage. Someone held my hands, I guess Avishi opened my blindfold , it was Naman! He proposed me, of course I said"yes". That evening we all danced, and played music chair and many other games, we all had dinner, it was 11:00 pm until I reached my hotel room with Naman, I changed my clothes we clicked cute pics, we slept.

                  Our relationship was going smooth and romantic. It was the last day of our university trip.I was getting ready to leave .I saw Naman going to store room with Avishi!! I immediately asked zahir sir to check cctv camera as I can't trust Avishi, I was shocked to see they both were kissing, when they came out zahir sir scolded them and I was left crying. Nitya and Avyaan were consoling me continuously.

                                  It was the second day of our  return, I thought to talk to him about all what I saw but I was shocked that he was crying on bhoomi's lap, he was actually crying for her but they both lied to me saying he cried for me, my bad I believed him and went back with him.

It was his birthday and I prepared almost everything, he showed to the party with kiara, they both even cutted the cake together! When I asked him about what is this his answer was "She is just a goood friend of mine, how can you be so dramatic?" The very next day when I was trying to find my file, it was not there ! Nitya showed me a video of Naman stealing it for Avishi. I showed it to everyone, professor scolded him and Avishi. I had a massive fight with him and yelled all what he did at the time of our tour . We broke up, I was like done with all this. Although he got suspension for about 2 weeks. I was done from these love affairs . I didn't focused in all this.I didn't knew how a person can be like this .

4 to 5 yrs later I became a fashion designer and married Vihaan.

                          Naman was my employee and was ashamed about his misbehavior, he proposed me once again and I introduced him to my husband Vihaan.

 Avishi cheated on him with kartik and no one was trusting him any more