IS IT LOVE OR LUST?

My life was all perfect studying in one of the biggest university of India- 'University of Delhi' 

        On 2 November 2022, I was talking to Vihaan (He was my crush) during a boring lecture of maths but for me it was fun while flirting with my crush! Almost 20 mins later Mrs.Kriti 

Showed up with a file she said "My dear lovely students this is a announcement that our professor Mrs.Zora is giving chance to the winners of science exhibition to go to Tamil Nadu but only 12 out of those will be selected" She continued while opening a file " The students who will be called have to come here, Nitya srivastava, Avishi singh, Vihaan Mishra, ChayaPandey and Inaya Singh (Me)" She took us to a auditorium which had almost 50-70 students, Like only 12 out of so many, I knew I was not lucky enough because I know me my very own self nicely. Still I sat down. 

Mrs.Zora then came near the mic on the stage and started speaking "Wonderful Morning, dear achievers of the exhibition I knew really well who will win the exhibition (She was the one who elected students) now, out of you all any 12 lucky students will be selected to go to Tamil Nadu " Mr.Zahir then bought a jar filled with colorful chits and mrs.started picking the chits, she continued saying "You all come to the stage accordingly,

Bhoomi, Vihaan, Naman, Inaya, Avyaan,

Nitya, Avishi, Aradhana, Aadarsh, Ausotosh, Kartik, Kiara, Congratulations you all are going to Tamil Nadu" everyone gave a great round of applause for us! I felt happy for me but sad for chhaya as she is like my best companion throughout every trip but as our tour guide will be Zahir sir it's going to be fun we all then took our identity cards and went for packing , after packing I asked to come over with any two of her friends for Netflix and chill  

 These 6 hours felt more like 6 boring days!! We again gonna sat on for 30 mins to to reach our hotel. As we reached and I walked for 2 mins i was in love with walking Still i took my

my heavy suitcase my handbag. I with tons of makeup and accessories. I took my hotel card and went in my room with Naman

We were talking all about our up and downs, He told me about his breakup with Avishi which he had hit recently I consoled him to and told a him about my past relationship with Kartik and about my fault and One of Kartik's. We exchanged numbers and share got linked together in other social media apps as well. I liked his company with me alot 

We clicked some cute photos and for sure. gonna be my next post on ig. Although I felt Like I had had a crush on him and liked him a lot our 4th day of trip we had little cute pillow fight I got up on off of the fluffy bed, he gave me a hit from pillow on my legs and I slipped on him, it was like my hands were on his ears and his hands were on my waist,

 I prayed god in my mindjust for a small kiss. No later, god listened to me for the first time and we had kiss, After which I covered myself completely in the blanket

licking my very own lips. Almost 1 hour later he came to me and said "Sorry, I didn't really meant to, it was just an accident, I'm really sorry

I got up

and sat on the bed, I hugged him while saying "It's Ok, I know it was an accident and it was not your fault totally "

We played a video game together, After which he went to nitya and Avyaan's room where be he had spended almost 4hrs!! At that time I was watching K'dramas. He nearly came at 9:00 p.m. after which we went downstairs for dinner We came back till 9:30 and nitya called me!! I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone but I had to pick. After I picked the call she told me to it's urgent to come to her room I was scared

about what had happened and rushed with my phone (of course, phone is quite very important) She told me to get ready

& tommorow for party in the hall of the hotel, theme is red and I have to reach there by 8:00pm (this was not so important)  

She also told me, it's absolutely like a swiftie night (Good for me as I am a swiftie) . I replied" Intresting, and if it is about Taylor Swift i'll be there, "

Good Night, and be ready" She said replied, "No, worries, Good Night" and I left while jumping in joy,

                      Next day we we to tour to a temple and Palace of 

tanjavur brothers & The place was

amazing . We all ate the famous.

delicates of south India and took rest for approximately 30mins. I got up and saw it was 7:00pm bathroom changed

I went to the bathroom my and changed into my red dress and my earings which

was absolutely beautiful and spended almost 40 min in getting ready. Nitya sid"I was looking like a soul sended from the heaven!" "oh, it was nice of you"

I replied. Almost everyone was there,

I wasn't able to find like Naman like any where, I went to the hall with Nitya and Avyaan . Although, a little later Avishi blindfolded me, nitya and kiara on the

stage. Someone held my hands, I guess Avishi opened my blindfold , it was Naman! He proposed me, of course I said"yes". That evening we all danced,

and played music chair and many other

games, we all had dinner, it was 11:00 pm until I reached my hotel room

with Naman, I changed my clothes we clicked cute pics, we slept.

                      Our relationship

was going smooth and romantic. It was

the last day of our school 

I was getting ready to leave .I saw

Naman going to store room with Avishi!!

I immediately asked zahir sir to check cctv camera as I can't trust Avishi, I was shocked to see they both were kissing, when they came out zahir sir scolded them and I was left crying. Nitya and Avyaan were consoling me continuously.

It was the second day of after we returned I thought to talk to him about all what I saw but I was shocked that he was crying on bhoomi's lap, he was actually crying for her but they both lied to me saying he cried for me, my bad I believed him and went back with him.

It was his birthday and I prepared almost everything, he showed to the party with kiara, they both even cutted the cake together! When I asked him about what is this his answer was "She is just a goood friend of mine, how can you be so dramatic?" The very next day when I was trying to find my file, it was not there ! Nitya showed me a video of Naman stealing it for Avishi. I showed it to everyone, professor scolded him and Avishi. I had a massive fight with him and yelled all what he did at the time of our tour . We broke up, I was like done with all this. Although he got suspension for about 2 weeks. I was done from these love affairs . I didn't focused in all this 4 to 5 yrs later I became a fashion designer and married Vihaan.

                          Naman was my employee and was ashamed about his misbehavior, he proposed me once again and I introduced him to my husband Vihaan