In Your Light
In Your Light
The rain poured down on the quiet streets of Tokyo, soaking the pavement in shimme ring silver. Kaito stood outside the small café, his breath fogging up in the cold air. His fingers trembled as he pulled out his phone, hesitating before dialing the number he had memorized by heart.
Would Hayato even pick up?
Years had passed since their last meeting, since the night Kaito had walked away without a word. The past was something he had tried to bury, but tonight, standing in the very city where they had once dreamed together, he couldn’t run anymore.
The phone rang once. Twice. Then—
"Kaito?"
That voice. Warm, familiar, laced with something unspoken.
His heart clenched.
"I'm back," Kaito whispered. "Can we talk?"
Chapter 1: The Beginning
Kaito and Hayato met in university, two souls colliding in a whirlwind of late-night study sessions, drunken confessions, and secret smiles shared across the lecture hall.
Kaito, the quiet, brooding artist, preferred the solitude of his sketchbook over social interactions. His past had made him wary—his father had walked out when he was young, leaving behind nothing but broken promises. Love, Kaito believed, was fleeting, something people abandoned when it became inconvenient.
Hayato, on the other hand, was warmth incarnate. Always smiling, always teasing, a law student who believed in justice and happy endings. He was the kind of person who could make friends anywhere, the kind who made people believe in love even when they had long given up on it.
It started with small things.
Hayato borrowing Kaito’s pencils during class.
Kaito sketching Hayato’s face when he wasn’t looking.
Hayato staying late after study sessions, watching Kaito paint with quiet fascination.
One night, after too many drinks at a party, Hayato leaned in and whispered, "I think I like you, Kaito."
Kaito's heart pounded. He wanted to believe it, but love had always been something he feared. Instead of responding, he kissed Hayato, hoping that actions would speak louder than words.
For a while, they did.
Chapter 2: The Fall
Their love burned brightly, but the cracks in Kaito’s heart ran deep.
He couldn't say the words Hayato needed to hear. When Hayato whispered, "I love you," Kaito would freeze, unable to reply.
One night, after a particularly bad argument, Hayato asked, "Do you even want this, Kaito? Us?"
Kaito wanted to scream yes. But fear won.
Instead, he packed his bags and left.
He left Hayato standing in their shared apartment, love and heartbreak shining in his eyes.
Chapter 3: Reunion
Now, five years later, Kaito stood outside Hayato’s apartment, drenched in rain.
The door opened, and there he was. Hayato. Older, more refined, but still the same. His eyes widened at the sight of Kaito.
"You actually came," Hayato murmured.
Kaito exhaled. "I never stopped loving you."
Silence. Then—
"Then why did you leave?"
Kaito swallowed hard. "Because I was scared. Because I thought I didn’t deserve you. But I’ve spent every day since regretting it."
Hayato studied him for a long time before stepping aside. "Come in."
Chapter 4: Healing
It wasn’t easy.
They fought. They cried. They laughed over old memories.
Kaito learned to say the words he had once feared. "I love you, Hayato. I always have."
And Hayato? He learned to trust again.
One night, as they lay tangled in bed, Kaito pressed a kiss to Hayato’s temple. "Marry me," he whispered.
Hayato froze. Then, he smiled.
"Only if you promise never to run again."
Kaito took his hand, squeezing it tightly. "Never again."
Epilogue: A New Beginning
A year later, under the cherry blossoms, Kaito and Hayato stood before their friends and family, hands intertwined.
"You may now kiss the groom," the officiant announced.
As their lips met, the past melted away, leaving only the present.
And this time, Kaito wasn’t afraid.
Because love was not something to run from. It was something to hold onto, forever.
Chapter 5: The Night They Couldn’t Forget
The first night they ever crossed the line from friends to lovers was burned into Kaito’s memory like an unshakable dream.
It was after their finals in university, a celebration that had turned into a drunken haze. Hayato had dragged Kaito out of the party early, complaining that the music was too loud, the people too annoying. They ended up in Kaito’s small apartment, the only light coming from the dim city outside.
Hayato flopped onto Kaito’s bed, groaning dramatically. "I’m tired. And drunk."
Kaito sat beside him, watching the way Hayato’s loose shirt slipped off one shoulder, exposing golden skin. "Then sleep."
"Not without you."
Kaito turned away, pretending not to hear the pounding of his own heart. "You say weird things when you're drunk."
A hand reached out, fingers brushing over Kaito’s wrist, sending a shiver up his spine. "And when I’m sober."
It was the way Hayato looked at him—deep, steady, filled with something terrifyingly real.
Kaito had never been good with words. So instead, he kissed him.
Hayato responded immediately, pulling Kaito down onto the bed with him. Their breaths mingled, lips moving in a slow, teasing rhythm that turned desperate the moment Hayato tugged at Kaito’s hoodie.
"Let me see you," Hayato whispered against his lips, fingers brushing over Kaito’s collarbone.
Kaito let him. He let Hayato strip him bare, let himself be touched in ways that no one else had before. They moved together like they had always been meant to, like this was the only ending their story could have.
That night, Kaito felt something he hadn’t before—safety. In Hayato’s arms, he wasn’t broken or unwanted.
He was home.
Chapter 6: After the Wedding
Married life was… an adjustment.
Kaito had always lived alone, used to his own space, his own quiet. But now, Hayato was everywhere.
Taking up all the closet space. Leaving his socks in weird places. Humming while he cooked. Kissing Kaito’s forehead every morning before leaving for work.
At first, it was overwhelming. But then Kaito realized something.
He loved it.
One evening, Kaito sat in his studio, sketching. Hayato came in, wrapping his arms around Kaito’s shoulders, pressing a kiss to his neck.
"What’re you drawing?"
Kaito turned the sketchbook around. It was a portrait—Hayato, laughing, sunlight in his eyes.
Hayato blinked. "Is this how you see me?"
Kaito nodded. "You’re my light."
Hayato’s expression softened. "And you’re mine."
That night, as they lay in bed, Kaito whispered, "I used to think love was something people left behind."
Hayato turned, tucking a strand of hair behind Kaito’s ear. "And now?"
Kaito kissed him, slow and deep.
"Now, I know it’s something you fight for."
And in Hayato’s arms, Kaito knew—this time, he was never letting go.

