If I Would Have Known

I would have known that time will not in my favour...
If i would have known that his feelings will change....
If i would have known that when i need him he show me only sympathy not love....
If i would have know to hold my shaking hand he is feeling over ruling his parents.....
If i would have known he will be happy without me....
If i would have known that at the end i will be alone....
If i would have known that his care because of humanity not because he loved me some days...
If i would have known giving him better to sacrifice myself for him has to pay a lot...if i would have known i would never have come back in his life....