I Felt That Again!

Dear Diary,

"Dry is that land where water is in absence,

Desert is that place where it flowed and then

Dried up due to change- this is not askance."

-The Leader

"Some habits lie too deep to be changed." How true! Not everybody is capable to establish revolutionary changes within themselves or to the public who is surrounding him. Well, it is not so they cannot be changed- they can be just left for a short period of time to be accepted again or either the person incinerates it completely. Change is not always good; it can be bad it can be good. Either people mistakenly or deliberately force their ideals to change in such a way that we only grow suspicious of its goodness. They consider themselves proud of their sagacity; which often leads to the demolition of each materialistic and emotional edifices. As Currer Bell wrote in her novel, "Wuthering Heights": "Proud people breed sad sorrows for themselves." So, we should not judge the decision on others' opinions if we are truly interested in a particular person's taking a decision: we should ask him only.

I was kind of dry if one can say before some momentary changes of assiduity melted my resolution. However, upon finding myself in the proximity to known people, I do show what my sentiments are because they only what I allow them to. Being in my solitude in my room which is undeniably filled in the air suiting my style of ambiance; I ruminate if I have not performed well and even if I have not, there is simply no need to be anxious.

Of all the few films of Hindi, English and Gujarati cinema combined (I have a good brain so spare me from those worthless South films), none of them had that caliber to sow their high sentiments within me to make me shed tears. But today, watching Christopher Robin, it left emotional and I just cannot say more.

Forgive me my Alpha Trion (who is the record keeper of the Transformers), to not to briefly inform you of today's proceedings.