Healers

I am me and I have a gift of being an Empath

I don't only see the energies of the world but I actually feel them It's not a fun gift to possess. It's not like you can fly away or swim endlessly It's not the sunshine and rainbows at all People trust me as they think, they are safe with me I help them and in return get all stressed out

I have a dark side Constantly I have 2 voices, 2 personalities inside my head conflicting with each other All the time the positive and negative energy, mostly negative feelings possess me to the point that I become sad

My deep understanding how the world functions is enough to confuse and make me sad I don't​ understand why and how these feelings, these energies exists

I fell in love and never able to give my whole to my beloved I feel and know that the every part of my heart won't be able to love her My possessive nature or if I try too much then the intensity of my love and passion will be too much to handle for her

There is a constant war within me - Demons and angels are fighting within me. Happiness and sadness keeps arguing to the level till I get overwhelmed I try to keep a wall between my happy face and sad face if I don't then this war will eventually come out. The war never ends. The hue and cry never ends.

 

I am a healer of the world and I only 'give' to others

I am an Empath and I have a dark side