Gym Trainer

Today was a new day, the first day of me making positive changes to my life. My name is John and I'm just about to turn 19 years old. I was a fairly smart dude, first in all my classes, scholarship to engineering college, doing great in all my college classes. My academics were doing great, but my social life was non existent. I didn't have too many friends, I was bit of a loner, some would even say a nerd. I always focused on school and studying because I wasn't good at anything else. My size always made me feel embarrassed and in turn, I stayed to myself and didn't interact with people. I'm incredibly small for my age. I was always below average in size but now, it definitely shows. Most people my age are atleast 5'7 ft tall. I'm only 4'9 ft tall and weigh around 80 lbs. I was all bones, no real muscle on me at all. 

Whenever I looked in the mirror, I was disappointed. My arms and legs were like small sticks. My bones would show along my stomach and neck. I almost looked like a skeleton. I knew I had to change something, I had to change my life and my body. So today was the first day of my new life change. I was going to go to the gym and get big. I stood infront of my mirror boosting myself up for the gym. I was dressed in a tshirt and shorts, my patterned socks pulled up over my skinny legs. I got my water bottle and started walking to the gym. I was going to work with a trainer, I felt I needed the push and motivation. I was a little nervous as I knew nothing about the gym and working out.

I arrived at the gym and was absolutely intimidated. There was music playing, equipment I've never seen all over the place. And so many people, big people!! Guys with huge arms and muscles, lifting such heavy weight. Even the girls all looked so fit and strong. I saw one girl squatting and she had so much weight on her bar, another girl curling a bar that was huge. Maybe it all looked huge to me but it was all overwhelming. I was just about to turn around and walk right back home when the girl at the front desk called out. "Hi there, can I help you buddy?" 

I looked up, my face completely showing how nervous I was. "Uhhmm, uhh I'm here for a training session" I stammered out. She was a young girl, maybe a little older than me, but much bigger. She was definitely very fit, wasn't overly tall or big for the average girl, much bigger than me though. "Oh, you're hear to train with our trainers, gotcha!" She said smiling. "Umm how old are you? Do you have any ID?" She asked looking at me with doubt. "I'm 19" I said softly, a little embarrassed, giving her my ID. "Ohhh, okay awesome!" She said. "Well why don't you come over to this side and I'll get your trainer out to come meet you, sounds good bud?" She asked. I nodded and she left with a smile to go get my trainer. 

I stood there waiting for the trainer. I was hoping he wasn't too big of a guy and that he was friendly to talk to. I was already intimidated, all I needed was a big bulky stuck up guy to have to deal with. The girl at the desk was coming back. "Your trainer will be right out" she said with a big smile and went back behind the desk. I sat down on one of the seats that were available waiting. As I was prepping myself internally I heard a voice, "Hi, you must be John, I'm Preethi, you're new trainer." I looked up and kept looking up until I was looking at one of the fittest girls I've ever seen. 

My mouth almost dropped, she looked like a bodybuilder. She was incredibly tall, like over 6 ft tall and she looked big. Her shoulders were so broad, her chest out, back wide, arms huge. She was wearing a t shirt with the gym name on it and it absolutely hugged her body. Her arms were just bulging at her sleeves. But her waist looked so trim. She was wearing black yoga pants and her legs were just massive. They looked like tree trunks. She had her shirt tied at the back showing a slight glimpse of her waist and her abs. She had white Nike gym socks pulled up over her pants to match her white Nike sneakers. Her face looked like a body builders, she was fairly light skinned but her face was hard but lean, her features were all hard. She had her black hair tied back in a ponytail. But her voice was sweet, she sounded very friendly. 

I couldn't help but stare at her. "John, hello there" she said chuckling, knocking me out of my trance. "Uhh hi uhhh..." I stammered. "Pree, you can call me Pree" she said extending her hand. I reached out to shake it and my hand was literally engulfed by hers. I looked up and took in our size, I barely came up to her chest, she was easily twice my size, maybe even 3 times my size. I looked like a child next to her. She looked like she could crush me but she shook my hand gently. "So why don't we go take a seat at my desk and let's chat first before we start" she said putting a hand on my shoulder and leading me towards her desk. I may have imagined it, but I saw her and the reception girl share a look and laugh. Were they laughing at me I thought sadly.

She walked me to her desk, still with her hand gently on my back, and pulled a chair out for me. She brought her chair over while I sat down and sat right infront of me. The chairs were unfortunately a little taller than usual. My feet wouldn't reach the floor, it was dangling a few inches above, while Pree's feet were plant firm. "So John, why don't you tell me about yourself. How old are you, what do you do, what do you like doing, why the gym" she asked. I stammered through the questions but really stumbled on her last one, "and well, to be honest, I'm just tired of being skinny. I want to put on some size and some weight, I've always been small and I'm tired of it." I felt myself turning red talking about it. She must have noticed, she put a comforting hand on my thigh. "I get it bud, I've been through it too when I was your age. You wouldn't believe it but when I was around your age, around 18, I was pretty skinny too. I did have the height gene though, so I was tall but very skinny. Then I found the gym and I worked hard and ate good and now look at me" she said smiling and flexing her arms showing off her huge biceps. I watched in amazement again and without thinking, I said "Wow, you're arms are so big and strong." I blushed heavy when I heard what I just said. 

She laughed, "thanks bud. I appreciate it. I'm 35 years old now, 6'3 ft tall and 225lbs of pretty solid muscle so anything is possible if you put the work in." I couldn't believe it, she was almost 3 times my size. "It's hard to make the time, but you just have to make yourself come in everyday. I have an 8 year old son that I have to take care of, but I still make the time" she said. I couldn't help myself again, "Wow, 8 years old, I wouldn't have guessed, you look so young." It was her turn to blush now, "Oh you're so sweet John, come give me a hug" she said pulling me off the chair and wrapping me up in her arms. I was literally squeezed into her body, her arms taking my breath away. She let me go and held me away at arms length. "You know, my boy is actually quite similar to you, you remind me a lot of him" she sat patting my cheek with her hand. That really made me feel like a child next to her. 

"So, why don't we go get started" she said standing up, dwarfing me. She led the way and I followed. I watched her giant legs walking ahead, her perfectly toned butt moving with her. Her calves were just bulging underneath her tights and socks. She walked us over to the dumbbells. "Alright, let's try some dumbbell curls. Let's start with some 5's" she said as she picked up a pair of 5 pound dumbbells and handed them to me. I took them from her and they felt heavy in my hands. She held them like she didn't even feel them. She showed me how to curl the dumbbells and I followed. The weight was actually perfect, she knew exactly what would work for me. "Good job bud," she said after I finished. "Now let's go to something a bit more difficult" she said as she walked us to the bench press.

She showed me how to do it as she easily moved the weight on it. She set the bar back down and took off all the weight. "Okay let's start with the bar" she said as I laid into position. I got my hands ready on the bar and tried to push the bar up off the holder. I couldn't, it was too heavy. I couldn't even budge it. "Okay don't worry sport, we'll try something else" she said warmly. She came infront of me as I laid on the bench and then stood over me and the bench. I was laying in the bench inbetween her legs as she stood towering over me. "Okay bud, you're gonna push my hands up, get in position now" she said as she placed her hands on top of mine. She controlled the pressure she was putting so that it was just enough to make me work. I pushed her hands up like a bench press and she came back down with her hands like a bench press. It was actually quite difficult. 

"Great job bud" she said patting my chest as I laid there exhausted. "Cmon, let's go to the next one" she said but I couldnt move. I was too tired. "Cmon John" she said but I just couldn't move. "I'm so tired" I said panting. "Awwh, that tired huh buddy" she said smiling. She crouched down to my level as I laid on the bench. "But we gotta keep going to get a good workout in" she said as she reached around me with her one arm and in one quick motion, she lifted me right off the bench and up into the air. 

I was being carried by her in her one arm like a roll of carpet, as she she carried me to our next equipment. "There we go" she sang as she set me down infront of another machine. I didn't know what to say as I stood infront of this huge woman. I looked around really quick to see if anyone saw. She immediately jumped onto the next equipment to show me how to use it. She put the weight stack to the lowest setting and had me do it. I struggled through it. She clapped a few times when I finished. "Do you have energy to go to the next equipment John?" She asked with a slight smile, like she was teasing me. "Yes I do" I exclaimed and started moving right away. I heard her giggle. 

She walked over to another equipment, tall equipment. "Okay, so this one, your going to reach up and grab these handles like this" she said as she did a little jump and grabbed onto the handles. "And then your going to keep your back straight and pull your body up so your chin meets the bar like this" she said as she did it with ease and then she did 5 more to demonstrate and dropped back down. "Now your turn" she said as she stepped back and let me at it. 

I looked up at it and my heart skipped a beat. There was no way I was going to reach it, even if I jumped as high as I could. I didn't want to embarrass myself but what could I say. I looked back at her and she was watching me with a little smile. "What you aren't going to jump and try" she asked. She must have seen the look of panic on my face and laughed. "I'm just kidding sport," she said as she ruffled my hair while she walked past me like I was a little kid. She came back with a stool with a wide top to stand on. "Here, stand on this and try and reach" she said as she set it down under the handles. As I was stepping up, she held my hand to help stabilize me. "It's okay, I gotcha" she said smiling at me as I looked at her. 

I got up on the stool and looked up again and the bars were still out of reach. I could possibly jump from here and maybe get it but the stool was a little wobbly. I glanced over and wow, I still wasn't close to her height. Even with the stool, I was only up to her nose. I couldn't look anymore weaker, I got ready to jump when I felt a pair of hands grab me by the armpits. "It's okay buddy, I gotcha" she said as she slowly lifted me up off the stool and towards the handles. "Grab on bud" she said as she lifted me above her head to the handles. I grabbed on as she let me go but grabbed o to my little skinny thighs. "Now lift yourself up sport, I'm right here." I began to pull myself and I could feel her help as she was pushing me up as well. Just enough to support. I did as much as I could do with her help as my body fatigued.

As I mustered out my last rep, my grip slipped from exhaustion. I panicked thinking I was gonna fall to the floor but she was right below me. As soon as my hand slipped, she tightened her hold on me and lowered me right into her arms. I fell cradled into her big arms as she held me tight to her body. She wrapped her arms over each other while cradling me tight to her, almost bending me in half. "Great job buddy, you did so good, I'm so proud of you!!!" She exclaimed looking down at me and giving me a shake in her arms. "I think that's enough for today, come on little man, let's go recover" she said as she began to walk through the gym with me crushed in her arms. I couldn't believe she was carrying me through the gym like I was her child. 

Just when it couldn't get any worse, someone called out to her. "Pree, hey girl!!" She turned around and another fit girl was coming over to her. This girl wasn't as big as Pree, not close to her size but still much bigger than most girls and fit. She was lean and muscular and really fit. She had on a pair of tight shorts, a big tank top and white athletic socks pulled up. She came over and gave Pree a hug, with me in her arms. She small chatted with Pree for a bit and then looked down at me. "And who is this" she said smiling down at me, "you babysitting or something?" She asked which made me instantly blush. 

"Oh no hun, this is John, I'm his trainer" she said as she sort of raised me up in her arms to display me or something to her friend. "Ohhhh oops, sorry" she said laughing like she wasn't sorry at all. "Training the kids young eh, how old are you little guy?" She asked, giving my cheek a squeeze. "Lia, he's 19" Pree said which made the girls face light up. "WHATTT NO WAY" she yelled out loud. "He's just a couple years younger than me" she shouted. "Ohhh Pree, can I please hold him too" she squealed hopping on the spot with her arms outstretched towards me. She began reaching closer and closer for me as I shrunk further and further into Pree's body. This was all too much.

"Lia cmon, he's not a little toddler. Leave him alone, were going to go finish out session, I'll see you later" Pree said to her as she turned around away from her arms and started walking to her office. "No fair" I heard her shout behind us. "Don't mind her bud, she's just a kid" Pree whispered to me as she continued to carry. We got to her desk but she didn't set me down. She sat in her chair still holding me. She crossed one of her legs over the other and placed me down onto her lap. She cradled my body in her arms, tight to her. She started to slowly rock me as she looked down at me smiling. "Great job sport, you did amazing on your first day. I'm super proud of you." 

I stayed quiet for all of this but I felt I needed to say something. "Thanks, but I'm feeling okay, I can sit by myself" I said to her stammering. "It's okay bud, you just relax, I'm here" she said poking me on my nose. "Now how did you like it? Did you like the workouts?" I nodded nervously, feeling incredibly uncomfortable. "Good" she said as she lifted me up by the armpits and placed me down onto one of her thighs so that I was facing her, straddling her massive thigh. She started bouncing me on her thigh like a little kid.

"Now tomorrow, we'll try even more new things" she said excitedly giving me a squeeze. I couldn't believe this, I was sitting on this giant woman's lap like a toddler. I'm 19 years old. This is exactly what I was in the gym to avoid. I grew some confidence and decided to speak up. "Ummm you know..." I started stammering. "I'm 19 years old, I'm not a child. I find it uncomfortable sitting on your lap and being held like a child." I was looking down, too nervous to look at her. 

She raised my head up with her finger to make me look at her. "Honey, I don't mean to make you uncomfortable. You just remind me so much of my boy. He's right around your size and he loves when I hold him and squeeze him and cuddle him," she said as she stroked my hair. "Don't feel shy buddy, think of me as your trainer mama" She said smiling as she grabbed me by the armpits and started physically bouncing me with her arms too along with her knee. "See just bouncing with your trainer mama" She cooed like I was a baby. 

"Please stop" I said raising my voice a bit. This was getting too much. With strength I didn't know I had, I pulled away from her grip and hopped off her leg. I was now between her and the table. "I think I want a different trainer" I said as I tried to squeeze past her. But in one quick motion, she knocked me over, back towards her with just her knee, kicked my legs out from under me with her other and let me fall to the floor under her. I fell on my butt in between her legs, my back against her chair. She pushed her chair in, essentially pushing me under the table. 

Just as quickly, I felt her thighs wrap around my neck. I looked up and she had my head locked in between her thighs, her feet crossed infront of me. She kicked off her shoes leaving her socked feet infront of me. She put her feet down in my lap and suddenly I felt a squeeze which sent every ounce of blood in me rushing up to my head. "Does that feel tight little man" I heard her say. "You're face is really turning red buddy" she teased again. And then another squeeze, I was seeing stars. 

"Here I was being so sweet to your little bony butt, trying to help you grow, and you tell me you want a new trainer?" She said I'm a less sweet voice. "I was being so nice to you since you reminded me so much of my little boy, but you are just a scrawny, bony rude little kid aren't you? I could crush your little midget body under my foot, you know that? She said now sounding menacing. 

 "Massage my feet" I heard an order. I felt another pulse on my head, a warning. I immediately started massaging her feet. Kneading her feet and her calf with my fingers, digging into her socked feet. "You don't make decisions here anymore, I'm those boss here understood? She asked in a threatening tone. I nodded, I could barely hear her with her huge thighs around my head. I was getting dizzy. She squeezed again and I squealed in pain. I felt like my head was going to explode. "Take off one of my socks" I heard another order. I did as I was told. I pulled her sock down from her big calf and pulled it off her foot. It was so big and long, her foot was huge. "You're making way too much noise down there. Put it in your mouth, the whole thing" she ordered. I stammered, what was she saying. I felt another squeeze which made my head nearly explode. "I said, put it in your mouth, all of it" she said slowly. 

I stuck the whole thing in my mouth. It was so long and thick, her sock filled my mouth. The texture of the sock, the feeling of knowing her worn gym socks were now in my mouth was making me gag. Then I felt the squeeze. The longest and hardest squeeze of all, I screamed in pain, my head was incredibly heavy, I was seeing black. "This is a lesson on who runs the show" she said as my surroundings turned pitch dark and I lost consciousness.

I opened my eyes slowly and saw my surroundings. I was laying on a bench, in a room. I sat up and looked around. I was on a massage bench, it must be the massage room at the gym. I sat there thinking about what happened, everything that Pree just put me through, when the door opened. I was terrified it was Pree but it was actually the front desk girl. I jumped off the bench onto the floor. She panicked and came rushing over to me. "No no bud, don't stand up just yet" she said as she reached down and grabbed me by the armpits and lifted me up into her arms. She lifted me up to her body and held me with her hands clasped under my butt while I straddled her front. What was new, now I was being held by this girl as well.

"Sorry bud, but you really shouldn't be standing after that" she said sweetly to me. She was a pretty girl as well. Long black hair, really pretty. She was average height for a girl, around 5'5 ft tall and maybe 130lbs. Dressed in the same sort of attire as everyone else working here, the gym logo shirt, she had on 3/4 black yoga pants with sneakers. "How's your head feeling" she asked almost looking at me in pity. "It hurts" I said sadly, looking down, too embarrassed to look at her. 

"Aww I know bud, she can be a bit of a bully sometimes. I know what she probably put you through, it's not the first time" she said. I looked up at her as she held me in her arms. She was watching me, I could see the sympathy she felt for me. "She's actually a really sweet person but she hates to be disagreed with. She likes having all the control and especially doesn't like it when smaller people don't follow her decisions. And sorry to say, you're extra small. Honestly, if you just listen to her and follow her direction, she'll be the sweetest person. She'll treat you so well, but if you keep fighting her, you're just going to keep getting hurt" she said to me. 

I couldn't accept that. "But she treats me like a little child, sitting me on her lap, lifting me everywhere, holding me like a baby. I don't like it, I'm 19 years old" I exclaimed to her, frustrates in my situation, tears in my eyes. She looked at me again in pity. "Oh buddy, I get it but honestly, you are very small. You don't look like a 19 year old. I know you are, but you're the size of like an 8 year old. Like look st us right now. I'm 20 years old and pretty average in size and I'm holding you like my baby brother and I'm not even straining," she said. I took in what she said and just slumped in her arms, defeated. "You're so small and tiny to me, imagine how you must look to her. She's already giant, you are basically a small baby to her. She could probably curl your whole body with her one hand. You started here sport, she found you, there's really no escaping now, just accept it and she'll treat you really well." With that, she carried me back to the bench and softly laid me back down. 

"Please don't tell her I told you any of this. I felt bad and just wanted to help you. Good luck bud," she said as she gave my cheek a quick pinch and walked out. I laid there completely confused. What did she mean by no escaping now. What did I get myself into. This lady terrified me, she was so much bigger and stronger than me. I was a twig compared to her and she showed that she had no problem getting physical and dominant. What kind of relationship are we supposed to have.

As I laid there thinking about my situation, I heard the door open again. This time, it was Pree. She changed her outfit, this time she had a big black hooded sweater on with the gym logo on it. She had the same tights but had a pair of white athletic Addidas socks on over her tights. She wasn't wearing any shoes as she walked in. I was terrified seeing her, but she was smiling. She walked over to my laying body and laid a hand on my chest. She started stroking my hair with her other hand. "Hey buddy," she said as she stroked my hair. "How are you doing now?" She asked caringly. "I'm doing good" I mumbled, still terrified and confused, scared of her touch. "That's good bud," she said looking at me with almost a look of sympathy. She then looped an arm under me around my shoulders and another arm over my legs and grasping them with her hand and lifting me right up off the table. She held me tight like before, cradled in her arms, held close to her body. I looked up at her, at her strong, hard face with the most sympathetic eyes. She was watching me like I was her child. 

"I'm sorry bud, I shouldn't have gotten that physical with you" she said to me in a comforting tone. She started walking around with me, carrying me with her as she walked. "I'm so much bigger and stronger than you, I shouldn't have overpowered you like that. I just lost my temper. I know what's good for you and how to make you get better in here and I just got so frustrated when you didn't listen. I could basically be your mama, size and age. I just wanted my little boy to listen to me so I could make him better, but I shouldn't have hurt you like that. Can you forgive your trainer mama, can you sweetie?" She held me tight, looking me right in the eyes. I nodded which made her smile. She raised me up higher and scrunched her face into mine. "That's my boy" she said happily. 

"But" I managed to whimper out while being squeezed by her. She looked at me while I tried to voice my opinion. "But I uh...I just feel kind of uncomfortable being held like this by you. I know you think I'm like your son, but like I'm uhhh...im not a little kid. I'm 19 years old" I managed to get out. I was expecting her to lose it again, I was bracing myself for the trouble that was going to find me. But she didn't lose it, she was just calmly looking at me, gently swaying me back and forth in her arms. 

She then began to walk again, she began to carry me while gently rocking me in her arms. She stopped infront of a long mirror and just held me there, gently rocking me in her arms, looking down at me. And in a quick second, she tossed me up slightly and caught me with one arm against her side and then hoisted me up onto her hip. Her hand slid under my butt to hold me in place, my legs instantly tried to wrap around her hip for balance. My arms instinctively went around her neck to support myself. She smiled as I sat there, perched on her hip. 

"Look at yourself in the mirror" she said as I looked over. Seeing our reflection made it sink in. She took up the whole mirror, her size absolutely intimidating. Her big hooded sweater making her look even wider. Her all black attire except for the long white athletic socks. And me, scrawny, tiny me, sitting perched up on her huge hip, her holding me like I was an insect, my weight negligible for her. She let me take it in for a few minutes and then turned my head around with her finger. "Do you think you look like a 19 year old?" She asked me calmly. I couldn't deny it, I looked like a child. I shook my head. "How old do you think you look like right now?" I didn't know how to answer, I just sat there, my hands still around her neck. "Do you look like a little child?" I nodded my head. "You said you felt uncomfortable being held by me, do mama's hold their little children?" I nodded my head again defeated. "Sweetie, you may be 19 years old, but you're the size of my little boy. He actually might be a bit bigger than you. Big strong adults are supposed to hold and carry little boys, right?" She asked me. I nodded my head again.

"Good boy," she said cupping my cheek in her hand. "Now are you going to listen to your trainer mama and follow her orders?" I nodded again. She broke into a big smile. "That's my boy" she squealed, grabbing me by the armpits and holding me infront of her while she spun us around. She spun and spun making me dizzy. Then she raised me up above her head and brought me back down slightly so my gave was just above hers. She gave me a kiss on the forehead. "Kiss?" She asked me as she puckered up her lips. I did the same thing and she planted a quick kiss on my lips. "MUAH" she kissed and placed me into her body as she cupped her hands under my butt and I slung my arms around her neck again while my legs dangled on either side of her body.

"Now little man, I want to see you here everyday at 9pm. We're gonna get you so big and strong, Pree won't even be able to hold you anymore" she giggled as she spoke in my ear. I laid on her chest, in her sweater, just listening. "Okay little buddy" she asked. I nodded okay. "Good, now you run along home, I'll see you tomorrow" she said. She gave me a big wet kiss on my cheek and then placed me back down on the ground. She turned my body around towards the door and gave me a soft little pat on my butt telling me to run off. 

I left the room and walked out the door. What just happened, what did I agree too. I was so overwhelmed, I couldn't even contemplate what happened. I started crying. Tears started falling and I couldn't stop them. I walked, I walked back home crying. My life, this is not the change I wanted. This wasn't it.