Feelings From My Heart

Sometimes I feel that I want to leave everybody behind, and really want to enjoy my own companionship for somedays. I don't want to talk to anyone, just be silent. I don't want to argue and explain. I don't wanna wait for someone's text or call, even don't wanna talk to my family members. Because what I feel is that,

Sometimes, really, 

Nobody understands me, my pain behind my smile and that cry behind a great laughter. Mostly I felt bad, when I realise that my loved ones are with me but at the cost of something. How weak the bond is. Where relation depends on a particular situation.

But we still crave for the one, in every person. Please stop this. There is no need for anyone because we are our own besties.

Every person in the world can't be like that one, we want. Everyone is not so courageous who can do everything for you. Than why to create a thought about others that they will react in a certain way to us. We are not always a priority. And the one for whom we are craving every moment, is not so easy to find out. Because our expectations are too high.

Then who loves you?