Everything you have ever loved

Will this ever get over, will this ever stop, will" I " EVER GET OUT? All these self-sabotaging thoughts ran 1 sec per mile in her head trying to sprint through everything and just get out, she walked absent mind 

Did she care where she was going? No Should she? Yes.

She was just done so done, laurel had enough of being the nice girl the picture perfect girl then helping hand the person who was always there for people all she wanted now was something for herself something consoling .

She walked through a tunnel and suddenly after being drowned in the darkness she saw a sudden gallop of light she walked through and saw a open grass land and a side board saying " Everything you Have Ever Loved " she walked pass everything and she saw her favorite colour in the sky a river of her fav sofley, a huge tree made of her favorite books and huge amusement park filled with her fav people she saw everything was mirrored from her self, she walked and walked but it didn't give her much comfort, even after looking at her favorite things and people she didn't feel as good or even better the silence wasn't comforting but it was very itching. In her thoughts she came across a mirror where she saw everything but her self which was weird she tried to see herself fro every angle but no result and then she realized that this should everything she had ever loved .