Disease – Interest Fluctuation

   I had this strong urge within me that I should prove myself to be the best in everything that I do. I have always considered myself as a Jack of all trades, an all-rounder. Honestly speaking, I am not at all good at anything, except in few areas like, that is, messing up things and day-dreaming. Maybe it’s because I want to do everything. Don’t know why, but, whenever I see something new that fascinates me, I just can’t stop myself from trying my hands at it, I would want to learn it and master it. I believe that if I could learn that new thing/skill, somewhere, sometime in the long run of life, it may be very beneficial to me. So, I would completely engross myself in learning it until something new pops up and attracts my attention. My interest often keeps on fluctuating. Eventually, I understand a little of everything that I do and that too without perfection.

   Now, I am almost so grown up, but no maturity. Is this any kind of illness disease– INTEREST FLUCTUATION? I hope it’s not. But what if, it is? Anyhow I don’t feel it is wrong to do things that doesn’t suit your age, time, profession or gender. Then exactly where did I go wrong?

   Is there any solution to keep learning METICULOUSLY what you love without any kind of hesitation?

   DEAR READERS, I WILL DEFINITELY RESPECT YOUR HONEST FEEDBACK – Help me and someone like me to be disciplined with the same kind of illness – INTEREST FLUCTUATION.