Destiny Is Destiny

He is back to bother my thoughts again, I can feel him just an inch close to me.

With both his hands caging me between them.

His body caged me between him and the railing I was holding while watching the calm waves of the sea.

I could recognize the fingers because of our daily routine of sending each other photos.

But I still played dam because I still carried that betrayal of being left with the option of reading through our texts.

He then spoke.

"How could you do this?" 

I told him.

"Am not here to intrude on people's peace, after all, it's our group meetup, nothing more"

I heard him chuckle. Then answered.

"Not changed at all, good at running away from facts."

This intrigued me, at least he could remember some of my characters, but still answered.

"What if I found you with a girlfriend already, don't you think I would be out of place? Better to avoid trouble." 

Silence filled the place and I tensed.

Then he said.

"I can tell it the other way round. Maybe you have a boyfriend here, but am not willing to give you to him"

I could tell how frustrated he was with the conversation. He stressed every word while he held the rail tighter.

 

How stubborn I was! So I answered.

"I came to believe there was nothing between us. It was hard to agree with but I do now. We are just ...."

He didn't allow me to complete my statement and turned me around. This time facing him. Then he said.

" Just complete it and I will show you where you belong. Enough with the pretence. I can tell what you feel through those eyes"

 I couldn't bring myself to speak again because I knew what he was capable of. So he said again.

" Keeping quiet won't hinder me from doing what I think of doing but studying you from a far doesn't mean I don't love you, you very well know how I feel but still you push my buttons. Maybe I should show everyone who you are if it's what you want."

Before I could resist, he had already captured my lips in his. And for goodness sake, I couldn't describe what I felt at that moment.