Dear Goofy Ball

HEY GOOFY BALL,

You must be wondering why I am writing you this, right? Today I was going through some pictures and found your childhood pic which your mom me. Remember that picture, where you were crying over your doll. That was the day when I started calling you goofy ball because you always were like goofy, crazy over a doll, and absolutely ridiculous. You used to hate when I call you goofy but still you love me. Right?

I was wondering to send a text to you, but you have blocked me from everywhere. You used to love me from the top of the moon. What happens now?

It's been almost a year, I haven't seen you. We used to be so much perfect together, we used to make each other so much happy. Now what happens to us? Why we fall apart this miserable? Why? I miss you goof I miss you. I miss our conversation which used to start in the evening after we both finished our every work and it used to end in the morning when the sun rises. I miss taking a walk with you in the evening. I miss coming at your place to teach you and end up cuddling on your bed. I miss your voice, I miss the feeling when I used to be with you, I miss your smell, I miss everything about you.

I know we were not together but we had some relation which we can't deny. We both loved each other. I know that. But we never had courage to ask each other out. We were inseparable back in days. Remember the time we first met, remember the time when we first started to talk to each other, remember the time when we started meeting, remember the time when we introduced each other to our family and they loved us, remember the time when we were just at each others place doing nothing but just talking, remember our late night rides, remember the time when you had an awful accident just because you were coming to pick me up at my classes. We had so much fun together.

Then came the day when you stopped responding to my texts and started ignoring my calls and after that day you never came to my place. I visited you several times, I apologized to the mistakes I didn't knew I made, but you just ghosted me all those times. After you treated me like a shit I stopped coming to your place. I stopped sending you messages who were left unseen, I stopped calling you to ask how you doing. I stopped giving efforts. 

I had an impact on myself. I lost myself when you gone from my life like you never came. I changed completely from that day. But from all those my mom got affected. You were her another child whom she loved more than me. She don't know what my favorite food is, but she knows yours, she used to ask me why don't you come home now? I didn't had answers because I also don't know the reason why you totally ghosted me.

After some months I met your sister, she told me you have a girlfriend now and she told you to stay away from me because she thought we had something going and somewhere you also know that something was going between us. And I broke that time. Completely.

In the end, I just wanna say to you that you mattered to me, then also and now also but now you don't care. No worries. I just want you to stay happy.

Yours,

One so-called-best friend.