Carried

My feelings are complicated I don't know how my emotions are controlled by something inside me, I think I may lose my thoughts

I was already pushed away by people but my interest wasn't moved a little bit

I search for pleasure but I stuck into an addictive behavior my mind is fully prepared to enjoy but I feel numb

I'm not a narcissist but my actions portrait it

I'm have done nothing but people doesn't like me

I'm done with "believe in yourself," "chase your dreams," "don't waste time"

I don't need a career right now I don't need a personality development I don't need a good talk

All I need is a person who can care about me and understands me I can't find that in this world

I talk to God pray to God about my situational adaptation I'm not a chameleon I'm just carried out by the fear

I just avoid the problem so it can pass away from me i don't regret the things but the things I do affect me in an embarrassing way every step I take makes me worthy of the lower step I took

I compete myself to carry out my mistakes from me I don't compare because I know my worth because of God.