Can I Be Again The Twinkle Of Your Dark Nights?

You are happy without me I see. Maybe now you will never come back is what I feel. My hopes die when you don't care if my heart cries. I see you promising forever to those who weren't there, while you left me who would have given his life whenever it was required. I promise the way I cared no one will care for you in the same way. But maybe now just you hate me and just want me to go out of your way. You broke your promises but I kept. You said you love me beyond infinity but your infinity died with a small wind of misbelief. I felt betrayed but I still cared. I felt so worthless but I still loved. I felt so cursed but I still prayed. This is my infinity that I still wish for your best. This is my infinity that if anyone asks about you I still just praise. Because my heart is filled with unconditional love. Because I still smile when I see you happily chirp. But my heart still calls for you when it gets hurt. My heart still calls for you when it gets so much of love. I still want to share my moments. My soul just asks can I again be your twinkle of your dark nights?