Broken Soul

Clear sky cool breeze sky full of stares.

I’m sitting on the rooftop and enjoying the view but that peace didn’t last for a long as one message suddenly flashed up on my screen and it seems everything is blank to me that message was sent by the love of my life my Daisy she is getting married and she sent me the invitation for her marriage yes I loved a girl with all my true heart but she became the reason for breaking my soul

I m John and I m an architect but I failed in designing my own life and became a broken soul. I am a very simple guy who concentrates on my studies enjoys with my friends and leads a very happy and peaceful life.

But one day I met a girl through Facebook and in no time we became close to each other but she is three years Elder than me but we didn’t have any disturbances or misunderstandings regarding it.

I am very happy as I thought I got a very good friend and shouldn’t lose her in my life even I thought she has the same feeling as me but she thinks of me in a very different way even I didn’t realize it she hid it so well until one day she came to me and said:

John, I am very blessed to meet you in my life and I just can’t imagine my life without you I kept questioning myself many times why am I into you? Is this love? Or just an attraction? I had many thoughts but I can’t find the reason maybe this is love my heart starts speaking and says just chase after him and here I am :

Could you accept my love and be the soulmate I am confused I had not thought about what’s going on around me but later I’m convinced. My friends told me many times that online relationships are not gonna work but I don’t know I just trust her blindly.

We started a new life, a new beginning but in no time I came to an end just because of his friend David. David loves daisy very much so he gave a thought of breaking our relationship.

I trust her so much. I never say no whatever she does but that became the reason for our distance. She called me and said you just agree with me whatever I do. Do you still love me? Is this how you care for me? No, this is not gonna work between us instead let’s just part and go our own ways and lead our lives happily.

I am speechless I have no words to express myself I kept thinking should I just get her back? Or just let her go? But I am left with no option.

I am broken already no tears in my eyes but tears of my soul. At that moment it occurred to me what did I do wrong? Why should I get punished? I have no answer not only me but no one has an answer for these questions because we are just habituated to giving people too much we trust and will not try to know even if they do the same yes it’s our expectations of people that kill us even me.

-broken soul