Belajar Dari Bangladesh (part 4)

Iqbal needs to meet his professor today. He played cricket yesterday after few years at his university. In the evening, he went for an invitation to have jackfruit with some other Bangladeshi students. There were two rounds and both time Team Senior that means Iqbal’s team won though Iqbal could not play well but he enjoyed playing cricket after decade. Last time he played cricket at his village in 2012. Before the sport started, they prayed with congregation. This is amazing feeling to pray together. Weather religion is truth or false. Religious rituals stretch tranquility at heart and gives sense of bonding among people. Iqbal likes this part of religion. So long it is not violent and everybody has right to practice his rituals, Iqbal finds no harm maintaining this type of ritual practice.

That’s why Iqbal thinks secular world is necessary because under secular world nobody has right to intervene anyone’s personal religion so long the person does not convinced by truth. You can not force anyone but you can try to teach or convince if someone is wrong. Also, so long a person does not commit major crime in the state and does not force anyone to convert , it is fine to live together. Peaceful Co-existence comes in that way. Iqbal notice that if he is free and having less assignment and stay at his room alone and he goes to bed , he has tendency to watch porn video or all the sexual thoughts come in. Iqbal tries to stay at library that’s why. University life got free time and this is not like job life. Yet Iqbal is determined to avoid pornographic content , but it is not easy.

 Once his friend said during job, “ I did swear to Allah in prayer not doing any musturbation or watch porn, but I could not keep my promise, It is not easy”. His friend got married recently. Iqbal is also planning to marry but he is not sure how it is possible since he has no money and he needs to finish his PhD and he has no stable scholarship. He is also not interested to get benefit from girl’s family related money. He went dating recently and he paid all the money in dating though the girl wanted to pay. This is very shameful act for him to let pay by girl. He cant match calculation. One thing he noticed he can chat all the weird pornographic thought in what’s app conversation but he never spoke any bad word during his meeting with that Malaysian girl. Also, even during what’s app audio call he never talked anything related sexual content.

 As if sexual topic is not matter , but he can only be excited if he types it out as if subconscious minds got activated. Even for love case, it is possible to express through writing but it is matter of fun if someone speaks. Not everyone is good actor or actress to express their feelings. This is probably good or bad side of texting via social media. This is the conversation that Iqbal did with Siti Noor:

6:11 pm - Iqbal: Still in site?

6:12 pm - Siti Noor: In office now

6:13 pm - Siti Noor: Just came back

6:14 pm - Iqbal: Ok

6:14 pm - Siti Noor: U at library?

6:14 pm - Iqbal: No...came to get afgan tea in my friend room

6:14 pm - Iqbal:

6:26 pm - Iqbal:

6:33 pm - Siti Noor: 👍🏼

8:26 pm - Siti Noor: Also a Phd student?

8:53 pm - Iqbal:

8:56 pm - Siti Noor: If u outside we chat later

8:58 pm - Iqbal: Just going to mosque

8:58 pm - Siti Noor: 👍🏼

8:58 pm - Siti Noor: Talk to u later

10:53 pm - Iqbal: R u sleeping?😂

10:53 pm - Iqbal: Ok Have a sound sleep then

11:07 pm - Siti Noor:

11:10 pm - Iqbal: When will u sleep?

11:11 pm - Siti Noor: Why?

11:13 pm - Iqbal: No..would talk

11:13 pm - Iqbal: But it is fine

11:13 pm - Iqbal: U need to sleep

11:14 pm - Siti Noor: Want to call?

11:16 pm - Iqbal: Yeap

11:16 pm - Siti Noor: Okay

12:03 am - Siti Noor: Good night

12:06 am - Iqbal: Hmm ok..Miss u❤️

12:07 am - Siti Noor: Miss me already?

12:10 am - Iqbal: Sleeppp

9:30 am - Iqbal: Good morning honey..❤️

9:31 am - Siti Noor: Good morning dr

9:31 am - Siti Noor:

9:32 am - Iqbal: Matcha🔥👍🏼

9:39 am - Siti Noor: Are u at library now?

9:41 am - Iqbal: Getting ready to goo

9:42 am - Siti Noor: My bos mc 😌

9:55 am - Siti Noor: This situation doesn't give any good to company... but i guess there must be hikmah behind this

10:02 am - Iqbal: No hikmah here .....even if ur company does not exist ,nothing will happen...u will move to new company...universe does not care anyone's existence

10:03 am - Siti Noor: Macro thinking

10:04 am - Siti Noor: I believe every little details does matter

10:41 am - Iqbal: Yeap that is mentioned and ridiculed by one french philosopher

10:47 am - Siti Noor:

4:51 pm - Iqbal:

5:01 pm - Siti Noor: In iium?

5:07 pm - Iqbal: Yep

5:14 pm - Iqbal:

5:43 pm - Siti Noor: So junior wins?

6:23 pm - Iqbal: Nope we won by 6 run extra

6:24 pm - Iqbal: Now next round

6:47 pm - Siti Noor: I played rounders when i was in high school, so much fun

6:47 pm - Siti Noor: My fav sport is volleyball

6:49 pm - Siti Noor: This same group going to Penang?

7:03 pm - Iqbal: 96 we did this rpund

7:04 pm - Iqbal: Now opp will play

7:04 pm - Iqbal: Not all but some here

7:04 pm - Siti Noor: Okay

7:04 pm - Iqbal:

7:05 pm - Siti Noor: Wheres yr photo

7:19 pm - Iqbal:

7:40 pm - Iqbal: We won by 2 runs...this round also🏆🏆🏆🔥🔥🔥🔥🏃🏾‍♂️

7:43 pm - Siti Noor: Time to shower and maghrib

7:43 pm - Iqbal:

7:43 pm - Iqbal: Will pray now then take shower

7:44 pm - Siti Noor: Whats the prize?

7:54 pm - Iqbal: First day I did not expect...Maybe I will announce prize

7:55 pm - Iqbal: It was just trial

7:55 pm - Siti Noor: Okay

7:56 pm - Siti Noor: U enjoy this moment of freedom...next few years u might not able to hv this luxury

7:57 pm - Iqbal: Thats why I hate job life...u have money but no freedom🤓🤓🤓

7:58 pm - Iqbal: But if I become academician, I will still have this oppoetunity 🏆🏃🏾‍♂️

8:00 pm - Siti Noor: Inevitable truth of life, u need to earn for living... if u achieve live learn work play balance, its a life success

8:02 pm - Siti Noor: U need to find a super rich girlfriend/wife to support u..🤣

8:05 pm - Iqbal: Not neccessarily I can have my own money and freedom at the same time.....each person has some knowledge that other person missing

8:06 pm - Siti Noor: keep your body healthy, its a luxury that no money can buy

10:39 pm - Iqbal: R u sleeping early?

10:40 pm - Siti Noor:

10:41 pm - Iqbal: Oh ok 👍🏼

10:41 pm - Siti Noor: I was just about to text u

10:42 pm - Siti Noor: My boss called me told me about yesterday... 😌

10:43 pm - Iqbal: Hahaha..ok

10:44 pm - Iqbal: Let me know if u r free

10:45 pm - Siti Noor: Wait for her papa come back

10:45 pm - Siti Noor: Actually im free now

10:46 pm - Iqbal: Hmm sure I will wait

10:46 pm - Iqbal: If it is late, it is ok ...we can talk tomorrow

10:48 pm - Siti Noor: U wanna talk?

10:49 pm - Siti Noor: U can text me while waiting her papa home... accompany me

10:51 pm - Iqbal: No worries I wait

10:54 pm - Siti Noor: U in yr room?

10:55 pm - Iqbal: Yeap

10:57 pm - Siti Noor:

10:58 pm - Siti Noor: Just saying that, dillema in doing decisions at the same trying to meet expectations

10:59 pm - Siti Noor: R U sleepy already?

11:01 pm - Iqbal: Not yet watching documentery on utube

11:03 pm - Siti Noor: Okay

11:05 pm - Iqbal: Just clam down lol....wait for the baby ..be nice

11:06 pm - Siti Noor: What makes u think im not? 😂

11:07 pm - Iqbal: Not sure but it seems I can read ur mind 🤣🤣

11:09 pm - Siti Noor: Im cool

11:10 pm - Iqbal: How many kids ur sister have?

11:10 pm - Siti Noor: 2

11:10 pm - Iqbal: Ok

11:10 pm - Iqbal: What about the other one?

11:10 pm - Iqbal: They went for shopping?

11:11 pm - Siti Noor: With her in law

11:11 pm - Siti Noor: Mommy outstation

11:11 pm - Siti Noor: In Penang

11:12 pm - Iqbal: Ohh

11:12 pm - Iqbal: So his father is outside right?

11:13 pm - Siti Noor: Ya, buying diapers

11:13 pm - Iqbal: Ok

11:14 pm - Iqbal: Ur sister comes in weekend only right?

11:14 pm - Siti Noor: For d time being

11:14 pm - Siti Noor: Yes

11:14 pm - Iqbal: Okey

11:15 pm - Iqbal: Btw did u ever experience they are enjoying amd u felt jealous?

11:16 pm - Siti Noor: There r moments

11:16 pm - Iqbal: Hmm how ? Interesting to hear that

11:17 pm - Siti Noor: Such as seeing the kids

11:17 pm - Iqbal: Ok

11:17 pm - Iqbal: What about sex?

11:18 pm - Siti Noor: I can read yr mind 😂

11:19 pm - Iqbal: Yeah but how did u feel that ?

11:19 pm - Siti Noor: Jealous may not b d right word

11:20 pm - Iqbal: Okey ....what would be right word then?

11:20 pm - Iqbal: "I want too"

11:20 pm - Siti Noor: Wonder

11:21 pm - Iqbal: Wonder on what?

11:22 pm - Siti Noor: Wonder How it will b for me

11:23 pm - Iqbal: Did u hear sound or see they are having sex?

11:23 pm - Siti Noor: Will i able to embrace it or will it be otherwise

11:23 pm - Siti Noor: Of course not

11:23 pm - Siti Noor: Lols

11:23 pm - Iqbal: Then how lol?

11:24 pm - Iqbal: What do u mean?

11:25 pm - Iqbal: So you never had sex except kissing?

11:25 pm - Siti Noor: None of those

11:25 pm - Siti Noor: U know muslim cant

11:25 pm - Iqbal: Damn...not with ur bf in Um?

11:26 pm - Siti Noor: Altho some dont really care

11:26 pm - Siti Noor: Nope

11:26 pm - Siti Noor: Have u done it before? It seems like u have

11:26 pm - Iqbal: I did in imagination 🤣🤣🤣

11:26 pm - Siti Noor: Lols

11:28 pm - Siti Noor: I tot u the kind that like to experiment

11:28 pm - Iqbal: Yes I will do on you

11:28 pm - Iqbal: 🤣🤣🤣

11:28 pm - Siti Noor: U teasing me coz i look easy?

11:29 pm - Iqbal: Obviously my wife I will do it

11:29 pm - Iqbal: I had read yesterday

11:30 pm - Iqbal: Makkan companions used to use all the styles during sex whereas madinan and jews had sex only certain position. Later there was verse coming in surah baqarah rrlated any position is allowed

11:31 pm - Siti Noor: Which verse 😳

11:31 pm - Iqbal: Wait let me see for you

11:31 pm - Iqbal: Which style u love most?

11:32 pm - Siti Noor: U really need to find way to get married

11:32 pm - Siti Noor: 😂

11:33 pm - Siti Noor: Yr hormone at its peak

11:34 pm - Iqbal:

11:34 pm - Iqbal:

11:35 pm - Iqbal: Thats tafsir but u better find translation

11:35 pm - Iqbal: What about you lol? Is it sleepy?

11:37 pm - Iqbal: I can imagine dr Siti Noor is talking over phone with someone and I am busy with her pussy fucking🤣🤣❤️❤️

11:38 pm - Siti Noor: Yeah i remember this verse, but this is more elaborated

11:38 pm - Siti Noor: Waiting to be activated 🤣

11:39 pm - Iqbal: Well...My dick will open that

11:39 pm - Siti Noor: Lols

11:39 pm - Siti Noor: Well, that it was made for 😝

11:40 pm - Siti Noor: Dr Iqbal with his fav subject

11:40 pm - Iqbal: Yeap ..

11:40 pm - Iqbal: What abour dr.halims

11:40 pm - Iqbal: Siti Noor*

11:40 pm - Iqbal: ?

11:41 pm - Iqbal: So nobody touched ur nipples mistakenly so far without you?

11:42 pm - Siti Noor: Of course lah...

11:43 pm - Siti Noor: How u wish yr wife like? Super horny like u?

11:44 pm - Iqbal: Obviously during sex we need max pleasure of sex

11:44 pm - Siti Noor: U very naughty ya night time

11:45 pm - Iqbal: For uuu

11:45 pm - Siti Noor: Man must hv ability to control...

11:46 pm - Iqbal: We do have lol

11:46 pm - Iqbal: We talk a lot but in reality I guess girls are more expert

11:46 pm - Siti Noor: How many ppl know this you?

11:46 pm - Iqbal: Whole world

11:47 pm - Iqbal: Lol

11:47 pm - Siti Noor: Seriously? 😱

11:47 pm - Iqbal: Every men are like that

11:47 pm - Siti Noor: Everybody knows u the horny one?

11:47 pm - Iqbal: Imam Gazali said we have animal soul

11:47 pm - Siti Noor: I mean, do u show to ppl u r horny?

11:47 pm - Iqbal: That refers to this horny part

11:48 pm - Iqbal: U have no idea how psychology has developed in west

11:48 pm - Iqbal: Hiding urself is religious hypocrisy as west identified

11:49 pm - Siti Noor: I call it demeanour

11:49 pm - Siti Noor: U dont have to tell whole world how horny u are

11:49 pm - Siti Noor: Its very very private

11:49 pm - Iqbal: True but it is sad west call us as hypocrate for this

11:49 pm - Siti Noor: So special only enjoy with ur special one

11:50 pm - Siti Noor: The animal soul took over their mind

11:50 pm - Iqbal: Thats why if anyone asks me do u watch porn or musturbate, I probably can not lie because thats hypocricy...though nobody asks

11:51 pm - Iqbal: Yeap I agree

11:51 pm - Siti Noor: Nobody perfect, but its something between u & Allah, no need tell others

11:51 pm - Siti Noor: 👆🏼

11:52 pm - Siti Noor: So u dont hv to disclose to everybody

11:52 pm - Iqbal: True but it is hard to consider urself as hypocrate when u read western lit as I need to read

11:53 pm - Siti Noor: Dont be, cause we hv Al Quran as the ultimate guide

11:53 pm - Siti Noor: Kalamullah

11:53 pm - Iqbal: Do you watch porn or musturbate as interviewd by prof uni what will u respond?

11:53 pm - Siti Noor: White lie

11:53 pm - Siti Noor: Hahaha

11:53 pm - Siti Noor: Then repent

11:54 pm - Iqbal: But they have data in internet and they know alll ur secret

11:54 pm - Siti Noor: It shd not being asked publicly in the first place

11:54 pm - Iqbal: See thats what they say religious people are hypocrates

11:54 pm - Siti Noor: That is different

11:55 pm - Iqbal: U know what the research shows?

11:55 pm - Siti Noor: At the end, its up to u. If u dont want to be hypocrites, dont do

11:55 pm - Iqbal: Religious people do watch more porn than atheist people since they have fantacy more....

11:56 pm - Siti Noor: Cause they hv to contain their nafsu

11:56 pm - Siti Noor: Syaitan will tease u even more

11:56 pm - Siti Noor: 😌

11:56 pm - Iqbal: How? Zakir Naek said some scholar consider musturbation is halal, some makruh some haram and for him Makruh....how do u consider then?

11:57 pm - Siti Noor: They are more expert what can i say 😝

11:57 pm - Siti Noor: Mastirbate ia better than zina

11:58 pm - Siti Noor: In that sense

11:58 pm - Iqbal: Obviously if west tell hypocrates that does not make u hypocrate but their ideas do affect us mostly

11:58 pm - Iqbal: Usually how u do? During bath?

11:58 pm - Siti Noor: Yeah...so dnt get carried away

11:58 pm - Siti Noor: Hahaha

11:58 pm - Siti Noor: Okay nextt

11:59 pm - Iqbal: Lol..tell meee

11:59 pm - Siti Noor: Tell me what yr size 😂

12:00 am - Iqbal: As usual size

12:00 am - Siti Noor: U dare to tell me?

12:00 am - Siti Noor: This is subjective

12:00 am - Iqbal: No I know if you get married and have sex it will be more bigger as u do sex regularly

12:01 am - Siti Noor: Is it?

12:01 am - Iqbal: Thats what my married friends tell me

12:01 am - Siti Noor: 🤔

12:02 am - Iqbal: Size does not matter. Some got big size but cant last long thats not good as my friends told

12:02 am - Siti Noor: Oic

12:02 am - Iqbal: None stop 30 min I am banging ur pussy ...thats important

12:03 am - Siti Noor: I watch some interview some can last only 5 to 10min

12:03 am - Siti Noor: Of which that is considered normal 🤔

12:05 am - Iqbal: My friends said for the first shot it last 3-5min but for 2nd or 3rd shot it can go 15 to 45 min or more.....thats where u need to cry

12:05 am - Siti Noor: Yeah i think women with experience said, the longer intercourse will be more painful 😭

12:06 am - Iqbal: But no worries maybe you can suck my dick if it is more

12:06 am - Siti Noor: Pity women

12:06 am - Siti Noor: Yucky

12:06 am - Siti Noor: 😝

12:07 am - Siti Noor: I don know if i can face u, after talking all this shit with u

12:07 am - Iqbal: Lol this is normal stuffs

12:07 am - Iqbal: No need to worry

12:07 am - Siti Noor: To u it is, not for me

12:08 am - Siti Noor: Its embarrassing if my friend found out

12:08 am - Siti Noor: 😅

12:09 am - Iqbal: Lol...if everyone finds out, I do not mind...I will fuck my honey as I wish...who gives damn

12:10 am - Siti Noor: Not too rough dr... later cannot stand up properly

12:10 am - Iqbal: Higest they will talk about us few days and then all will forget..thats how society works

12:10 am - Iqbal: I guess it is up to how much u can bear ...No worries

12:11 am - Siti Noor: I think u really cares what other ppl think

12:11 am - Iqbal: I guess we would not meet then

12:11 am - Iqbal: We both are bastards😘😘❤️❤️

12:12 am - Siti Noor: Can i u show me photo of yr id

12:12 am - Iqbal: What do u mean?

12:12 am - Siti Noor: Yr id card or passort

12:13 am - Iqbal: For ?

12:13 am - Siti Noor: Just want to see

12:13 am - Siti Noor: Can u show me?

12:13 am - Iqbal: Yeap

12:14 am - Iqbal: But what info u want to see?

12:14 am - Iqbal: I have matric card of uni and passport

12:14 am - Siti Noor: Both can?

12:15 am - Iqbal: Hmm.. but tell me what makes that interesting?

12:16 am - Siti Noor: Wanna see yr young face

12:16 am - Iqbal: Nooo

12:16 am - Iqbal: Very bad face

12:16 am - Iqbal: Lol

12:16 am - Iqbal: It was 2012

12:16 am - Iqbal: Matric card is ok

12:16 am - Siti Noor: Its ok

12:17 am - Iqbal:

12:18 am - Siti Noor: Look at that beard 😂

12:19 am - Iqbal: I kept only machate in Johor and it looked like tamil lol

12:19 am - Siti Noor: What is machate

12:20 am - Siti Noor: U better off without beard

12:20 am - Iqbal:

12:20 am - Iqbal: Hahaha

12:20 am - Iqbal: I can do all the styles lol

12:20 am - Siti Noor: This one look like tamil?

12:21 am - Iqbal: Nope this one just I did for one day recently

12:21 am - Iqbal: I kept more long

12:22 am - Siti Noor: The haircut on d day we met id better

12:22 am - Iqbal: I need to shave off since I need to suck ur pussy

12:22 am - Siti Noor: Yeah dunno when

12:22 am - Iqbal: With beard u would not feel better I guess

12:23 am - Iqbal: I imagine u spread ur legs and I am playing with toungue

12:23 am - Siti Noor: What else?

12:24 am - Iqbal: Which one u think best for you ?

12:24 am - Iqbal: I mean u think u would get maz pleasure

12:25 am - Iqbal: Max*

12:25 am - Siti Noor: I dont know

12:25 am - Siti Noor: Mayb depend on how u do it

12:25 am - Siti Noor: If rush, maybe no pleasure

12:26 am - Iqbal: Yeap

12:26 am - Iqbal: Do u want to fuck ur asshole as well?

12:26 am - Siti Noor: Euwww

12:26 am - Iqbal: I know it is not allowed in quran

12:26 am - Iqbal: That verse mentions epecificly

12:27 am - Siti Noor: Dont do forbidden act

12:27 am - Iqbal: True but i am just asking lol

12:27 am - Iqbal: Verse says that is not for baby. Hence, do not do

12:28 am - Siti Noor: I dont know what we r doing, feels wrong talking abt sex we r not mahram

12:28 am - Iqbal: But I do not think companions used to suck their wives pussies. These may be modern trend due to porn

12:28 am - Siti Noor: Probably

12:29 am - Iqbal: How you want then?

12:29 am - Iqbal: The definition of jina I read for sexual penetration in vagina....this one is okey lol...we are discussing general issues on marriage and sex

12:29 am - Siti Noor: Ill answer later

12:30 am - Iqbal: Plzz

12:30 am - Siti Noor: I dont know

12:31 am - Siti Noor: What i know need to warm up b4 the penetration, so it wont feel painful

12:32 am - Siti Noor: Most men no patient, just go to fuck

12:32 am - Iqbal: But this got no pleasure like same shit

12:33 am - Iqbal: Also I think if they get married and after sometimes they just do not feel like sucking anymore...

12:34 am - Siti Noor: It s time for 2nd wife?

12:34 am - Iqbal: Dirty shit imagination perhaps....Then, they just do normal sex and get busy with their daily activities

12:35 am - Siti Noor: Must keep d romance alive

12:36 am - Iqbal: I met one married man with 3 kids and my friend asked is not it boring to stay with same wife? He replied : no , because when u get baby, you got responsibility and sex is not main issue rather it is more or less like friendship.

12:36 am - Iqbal: True lol but I am just saying what other experience after marriage with their half

12:37 am - Siti Noor: I prefer to spice things up

12:37 am - Iqbal: What do u mean?

12:37 am - Siti Noor: U know this well

12:38 am - Iqbal: No lahh ...whats that?

12:38 am - Siti Noor: Romantic gateway

12:38 am - Iqbal: Ohhh.... Obviously we are

12:39 am - Iqbal: However, sometimes we tend to ignore reality by ignoring experience one.

12:40 am - Siti Noor: Guys very physical so will prefer pretty girls

12:40 am - Siti Noor: We shd enjoy d moments

12:40 am - Iqbal: U remember what I told about UM professor about after marriage experience.

90 % they disagree and only 10% agree each other whereas before marriage it was vice verse

12:41 am - Siti Noor: Ya

12:41 am - Iqbal: Yeahhh

12:41 am - Iqbal: But tell me how do u musturbate usually?

12:41 am - Iqbal: At bathroom or room also?

12:42 am - Siti Noor: 😴

12:42 am - Iqbal: Room?

12:42 am - Iqbal: Hahaha

12:42 am - Siti Noor: Why shd i

12:43 am - Iqbal: I heard girls rarely do musturbate and they tend to date with boys but u do not date

12:43 am - Iqbal: Obviously u r busy with job and travelling I know

12:44 am - Iqbal: Working women are not horny as one of my friends told since they are usually busy.

12:44 am - Iqbal: Sorry...I am keeping u awake

12:44 am - Iqbal: Ur sister son is gone?

12:44 am - Iqbal: U can go to sleep 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

12:44 am - Siti Noor: U sure?

12:45 am - Iqbal: Sure on what?

12:45 am - Siti Noor: It depends

12:45 am - Siti Noor: Im goin toilet

12:45 am - Iqbal: Ok

12:55 am - Siti Noor: What time u sleep?

1:01 am - Iqbal: Not fixed

1:01 am - Iqbal: U can sleep

1:02 am - Iqbal: Have a sound sleep...Good night honey...❤️😘

1:02 am - Iqbal: I will sleep soon but I want to watch one documentary on utube

7:51 am - Iqbal: Salam

7:52 am - Iqbal: Did u reach at office?

7:52 am - Iqbal: Good morning

8:24 am - Siti Noor:

8:24 am - Iqbal: Ok....cant make u awake after 12 after marriage also🤣🤣🙏🏼

8:26 am - Siti Noor: What u feel towards me? Like friend, more than friend?

8:26 am - Siti Noor: 🤔

8:26 am - Siti Noor: Did u wake up for subuh prayer?

8:33 am - Iqbal: Nothing will work if God does not set the fate for us. There is a saying in Sufism and Ibn Arabi said this. God has written fate and now even God cant change fate from permanent archetypes. We can just try our best to see the movie till the end. I remember one verse in Indian song " Oh my beloved! I love you more than God ,but my fate is bad what can I do? ❤️

8:34 am - Iqbal: No...usually I pray late or perform together with johor.🙏🏼

8:34 am - Siti Noor: Can u try to wake up for Subuh

8:35 am - Iqbal: Yes....I dooo wishhhh

8:35 am - Siti Noor: Too deep

8:35 am - Siti Noor: U set alarm?

8:35 am - Iqbal: Yes but does not work for me

8:35 am - Iqbal: Anyway...focus

8:36 am - Iqbal: I gotta meet my prof🙏🏼

8:36 am - Siti Noor: U can figure this out. Nothing more important than fardhu prayers

8:37 am - Iqbal: I will try my level best inshaallah🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼👍🏼 thanks for reminder.

Iqbal reached at library and opened his laptop to write for Storymirror before he meets his professor. Today he will pray Jumah at Central Mosque and he is uncertain if he can unblock his account to continue next sem. The debt is 10K rm if he can not manage any scholarship, he has to leave this university forever and Iqbal determines if he leaves academia once for money, he would never return in academia and he will only worship money till his last breath. To Iqbal, all these people talking about ethics are pure hypocrites. No ethics works when you say you have no money. That’s how Iqbal experienced completely different face of officers in finance. The nice smile face turn into monster to ridicule and he exposed what was inside the officer’s unconscious psychology. No need to study, go back to your country. He does not refer the normal word but he means I hate to see you success as lower class.

 Iqbal wished if he had billions, he would save these underprivileged students from these hypocrites’ monsters. Previously Iqbal used to think zakat is for few category of people and if his criteria matched with these categories mentioned in Quran, he will be given the zakat but in reality Iqbal saw it depends on required documents weather it is true or false and it is the mercy of interviewer. He means if Interviewer see this student look like donkey and obedient slave what interviewers think, they deserve. In other words, interviewers are God and applicants are their slaves and interviewers will decide to give money from their personal salary( as if this is their mercy and their pocket money). Iqbal himself considers as hypocrites since he cannot stop his sin ( these interviewers do feel jealous and show all the religious wordings if I knew you enjoy your life like this I would never ever give this money to students like you). Iqbal wonders what the fucking enjoy student does when they need to write assignments and do all the stuffs and maybe after months they go for smoking or watch porn when the stress is highest. Just because of this small enjoyment these interviewers wish to intervene and refuse to give zakat and these students must not wear fancy dress and it is ok if their children fuck, watch porn, go to night club and wear fancy dress. If they got caught, they will advise and still keep on continuing to pay but these under privileged students are like donkeys with no right to raise their voice since they have no fucking money. The voice must not be high rather you must maintain lower pace during speaking because u are third class student. They talked about result but they do not consider their sons and daughters got all the privileged after they are born when these students got fucking no help from God and their parents for fucking economy. Iqbal does confess his hypocrisy and wish to open up his shortcoming and he is not scared at anything or anyone in this world for his actions. He does not care if he will live tomorrow or not. A man who has no interest at anything in this world which one would be best reward other than death.