A Pleasant Walk Beyond the Chaos...

Today, I just stood in front of the mirror and I saw a plain figure staring right back at me. There was nothing around me, just silence! But there has been a time when I ran through a lot of chaos and noises. It has been only just a couple of months now, I stopped running through the clock every day to reach my office and an everyday battle between the traffic, between mistakes, between all the drama. Why the change, you must think! 

Well, when you get pregnant your life definitely changes not just 180 degrees but a whole 350 degree. You literally slow down it's a fast pacer to very slow. I am 31 and for me getting my first child is no less than a fruitful moment of a long hardship. My body is changing, my mind is pacing now as my feet have stalled. And it makes me so proud of myself that I have a baby growing in me. 

Many books are written about this particular phase of life, many movies are made, it is made very clear how much pain you go through while growing and bringing a child into this world. Then why am I writing this, if the world has enough information on this?

Well again, it is never enough to express how it feels to have a child in you before you even feel the first kick. Luckily, I am not in the category of morning sickness, but I have a routine that does make me sick sometimes. I wait every morning to wake up from the cozy bed of mine and then need to drop on the bed again. 9 months aren't very easy to go by, especially when a rule book is laid out for you. Yes, it is all good for you, it is preparing you for the coming up running around for the next 50 years. Well, that only happens if you survive. The first 30 years of your child's birth and growth. (LOL)

Also, I have promised myself not to see myself in my child, why? the one that I have been and become isn't a proud moment for me, but yes I have learned everything that will make my child's life a better one. All this time that I share with myself now will help me polish the future days of my coming being. I can't control what he or she will become but What I know is that I am capable of making my child good enough to know what I am saying and why? 

I hereby send a shoutout to all the mothers to be, and every mother who is raising their child well! you are trying to make a world where your child is safe, happy, and successful. be proud of yourself. your child's mistakes, future, deeds, and every step isn't your fault every time. it sometimes is something that they chose to do and fall. if they do, let them fall. be there to guide, but never leave their side. If they fall again in the same place just stand there to let them know you are there to guide them. So all parents to be, you also have to learn and grow with them. becoming a parent just makes you promoted to a new class of life! 

Love All..!!