A New Season

   It is a new month, the May I am reminded of the ole saying, " April showers brings May flowers." Implying this is a month or season were beauty begins to appear an come into fruition. 

   Last year when I was in detox at CKF in Salina Ks, I met a very interesting guy who had a way of breaking down the alphabet in a numerical system an finding deeper meaning to words expounding on them an adding fresh revelation. Since then I have been learning an expanding on this at times by the simple pattern shown . I would like to know what I can learn about May by breaking it down so here is the pattern

    1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.

    A. B. C. D. E. F. G. H. I. J.

    K. L. M. N. O. P. Q. R. S. T.an 

    U. V. W. X. Y. Z.

   

  1 thru 10 is a complete cycle then it starts over building new cycles 10,20,30,40, ect. Everything is derived from this cycle. Then the alphabet wich is 26 letters is laid out giving letters a numerical value in a hreacycle. Now the part I ve been expanding on is learning what each number means in this cycle by Studying an contemplation. Each letter of whatever word becomes a building block of depth an meaning. I have found in most cases the first letter sets the tone and the rest add to that meaning. So here goes, God help me to see what the month of may means an the purpose it plays in my life . M=3. A=1. Y=5.  

   *So M is saying it is a month where the creative power of the trinity father son an holy ghost are actively involved. For without the creative power of this no beauty could be fostered or exist. So it is a season God is actively involved with. From the creator beauty is created. 

    *A is say it is a time of newness or new things filled with on purpose to bring forth or add beauty to the world and start a new cycle once again. Its a time new where new insights an ideas come together to create an add beauty to oneself .For self expansion is always a beautiful thing. 

    *Y is a symbol of divine grace representing Gods hand upon ones effort to bring the satisfied results out of the storms of yesterday and find meaning an value producing beauty and growth its grace or the creative ability being released to birth an begin pulling into an experiencing satisfaction an worth in our strivings. 

    Wow!! Lord so you are saying to me this is a month an season where new ideas an thoughts are birthed that the efforts I make is backed by your grace as your hand brings beauty to the efforts if my hands this month. Its a time an season of renewed hope as the awareness of pushing through the storms an struggles begin yielding the purposes and begin giving forth beauty. It is season of warmth an fair weather on the horizon. Its an exciting time as life begins again. Maybe why all kinds of animals begin recreating an producing more.

It is proof that the coldness and winds a rain will never be able to stop life whether by freezing or the opposition pushing against me or threats of drowning as the floods arise. It is is a season of God boldly proclaiming the redemptive story of his resurrection power which is an eternal cycle of life that no season shall be able to stop completely. This may be what Christ meant when he said, "I have come that they may have life an life more abundantly." Like garlic it keeps producing an getting better each year even though it maybe threatened or goes through the unpleasant seasons it always emerges giving newer better flavor than before.

So thank God this is a season of gratitude that as many storms have only one purpose just like April showers bring may flowers .So this is a season to focus on new life an implementing new ideas that will create beauty and growth which will give strength an reason to push through all seasons of life.

 Commit your plan to the Lord and they will succeed . If I want beauty in life May is a month of refocus an commitment to built better an by partnering with him an adopting an gaining new mindsets that would pull an bring more beauty into my life . This is a season where I will see an experience a tangible help as I commit to pull more thoughts an actions that would produce in harmony to my dreams purpose an destiny. As a child storms and certain seasons were fearful I should be getting stronger an more resilient over the years less an less hindered but more an more prosperous as the life in me gets stronger and better, to the point where a firm solid trust an faith is found in all seasons of my life. I can outlast any storm cause I know a time of yielding more fruit will come.

So may I be diligent in this new season as glimmers of beauty begin shining through and new hope an passion are beginning to grow once more because I weather the storms. Now!! I say beauty it's time to take form as I apply myself I know you have given the command for my increase. May, May be filled with diligence thank you for all this month speaks to me an that you never leave nor forsake me. I surrender to all that you put in me an can t even imagine where you'll take me as your awakening shakes us all.