A Letter to Myself

Dear me, 

     Why you are holding so much pain in your heart? Why you are blaming yourself for someone else's wrong deeds? Why you are helping everyone even after knowing that this world is full of betrayers? How can you smile keeping so many things buried inside your heart?

     Don't worry dear... I can understand your pain. I know at a very small age you faced a lot which you are not supposed to face. I know you are the one whom everyone hates but still you never tried to hurt anyone...you are very loving , caring, kind and adorable still nobody in this world sees the better side of you.. 

      You are very simple..you are not like others...you don't even know how to betray anyone ....you dont even know how to cheat...still you are crying thinking that it's your fault!!

      I know You are a dream girl and you always live in a fairy tale..I know you expect your life to be more like dreams but accept the truth dear that this life is not a fairy tale..Here the people will stab you repeatedly and they will act as if they had done nothing..

Please understand that the person who left you does not deserve you...why are you crying for him? I know you loved him so much.... he cheated you...Don't cry dear..thats not your fault....

     Everyone in this world betrayed you...stabbed on your back, tried to make you weak but remember that you stood....you stood by your own...Everyone left you alone but still you never gave up...THEN WHY ARE YOU CRYING ALONE IN THIS DARK NIGHT??

      Go back to your past...see those betrayers again....think that do you really want them back in your life?? 

       You are the only one in this world who can build yourself again...you have to stand up...

People come and go...people will stab you..people will leave you alone but that doesn't mean that you are going to lose yourself...

      Remember dear, pain is always stable...you cannot remove pain from your life but you can take pain killers to kill your pain...and you know whats the pain killer for you ....ITS YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE..

      I know you smile a lot in order to hide you pains ....I know you cry a lot inside but the only way to get rid of this pain is your SMILE.... Your smile has the power to defeat all your weakness....

      JUST WIPE YOUR TEARS MY LOVE!! BECAUSE WHEN NOBODY WILL BE THERE I WILL BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU ....WHENEVER YOU WILL FEEL ALONE JUST OPEN YOUR SELFIE CAMERA OR SEE YOUR FACE IN THE MIRROR AND SMILE...YEAH..!! THERE YOUR BEST FRIEND WILL APPEAR TO BOOST YOU UP...I AM NOT YOUR SHADOW DEAR ....I AM SIMPLY THE INNER YOU...

YOURS VERY FAITHFULLY...

ME...