Undisclosed pain

Tell me where can I hide this pain?

I cannot keep it in my heart nor head

Brimming over, cannot be contained

I cannot wear a smile over it

My eyes will surely give it away

In a nano second.

Tell me how to call off this bluff?

I managed to play along

Masquerading as 'happy as a lark'

Skillfully donning the mask

And in the absence any scars or scabs

cannot express to others

They will think I've gone nuts

Tell me, O tell me?

Shall I die with this pain undiscovered