Unanswered Question

Once upon a time

I was feeling best of mine

With a charming face and pretty smile

Making relations within a while

Remain happy for people around me

Thinking of having the best buddies with me

That particular day my mood was off

Was tensed so talked bit rough

That one single incident with myself

Realized who's true and dearest

With a silent mind, reminding

Old memories with opened eyes

Found blank surrounding

Whether I was wrong or being cheated

Won many hearts or within defeated

Sudden loneliness was a hard task

Got failed in reading the masks

Today once again sitting aside by myself

Talk often to understand the calmness

The envy I discovered

Around me or within me?