TRUTH BE TOLD

I wish I could be the one to hold you,

and the only one to see you cry, 

I wish I could be the one to hold your stare as I wipe the mist from your eye,

I wish I could be the one you see stars with and the only one who sees you,

Sometimes when I fall asleep I see you descending through the aisle, looking beautiful as the white swan in the veil,

Sometimes I wish for the truth to be different,

Sometimes I wish my fate to change,

Sometimes I wish you never hurt me the way you did,

And sometimes I wish I never wished for you,

Shaking my head, I thought why cry for the one who wasn't worth my sky,

You are not the one for me,

and it hurts to say but I wish to be never yours,

Closed eyes, head low in disdain,

I wish to never see you,

indeed I wish to dream again,

dream of someone who will wish for me.