The deception of a soul
The deception of a soul
I am pretending,
Like the ocean standstill,
abiding my life in a nutshell,
It aches to smile as everyone does,
It saddens to carry on like everyone else
Pretending to hate the monsters,
While idolizing their shadows,
I obey the rules,
overdo the good deeds,
Yet, I like it when I curse,
Love it when I scream and shout,
I pretend to be in control,
inside my head,
there is a volcano looking to burst,
I pretend to be happy,
While I would weep for an eternity,
I pretend to dream every day,
While my quests are nothing but to perish,
I pretend to like the darkness,
While I search for the light in the wilderness
It's just too damn tough to rise,
Dressed in your insecurities,
It's just too damn difficult,
To survive every day like a gadget,
Cheating myself to look at the world
The lives surrounded in a dead-end,
disgusted to hear my dark secrets,
powerless to the feelings that escape,
Have no peace over my outrage,
Perhaps it's because I am imprisoned,
In heaven with a horrible soul,
The upbringing halt me from going lunatics,
Can't put up with being nice for sure,
Don't have the stomachs to betray anymore,