The Abyss

Oh god! It's really miserable

To live a hell life like this

I wonder why you still remains in my mind,

Even if everyone has left me behind.

Whenever I take a look on my past,

I just wonder by it's swirls and vast

Then you came like a hope,

But turned my life into a loop.

Once you cherished my life with love

Said "You're my love" warmly like a dove

You taught me how to live a blissful life,

But nothing about a hell life!

Sometimes I wonder if I am so bad,

Everyone snatched everything I had,

Even you left me alone in this abyss

But a string of love in me evolved for you again and again...

If you were sincere to me

I would have talked to you

Deep inside I know 'I love you'......even though i know it hurts.....

Alone I stood in this world - with a fake smile.

The autumn, summer, winter are all over

But, yet my feelings for you is not over

I taught myself to turn it off

But my poor heart never let it go.

I know this love give me darkness..

Yet, I am waiting for you to bring me brightness.

Don't worry I will give you time to decide,

Till then waiting, waiting and waiting in this abyss!