Sorry
Sorry
Under the weight
Of a million do's and don't's
I couldn't get out of this state
And I did what I promised I won't
Like the stab of a thousand knives
Was the pain in my head
To be happy, felt like a strife
These things, my heart never said.
What could I have done
You keep thinking
You could have done none
Because I had already sinked
I know, you feel empty
All joy, poured out
You feel guilty
You could not hear my shouts
And you can't sleep
Without a sob
Your thoughts in deep
You feel chased by the question mob
But please understand
It was never your blunder
So don't take the blame
I am the one who surrendered
Fake was my smile
Unheard was my voice
I thought life wasn't worthwhile
I thought I had no choice
I just wanted to disappear
I wanted no more to hear
And in this, I did not see
Who could have cared for me
I need
For you to forget
You need to feed
Your thoughts, that we had never met
I know you feel enraged
About what I did, only for me
What is now done, I cannot change
But I really am sorry