On The Periods

At 14 while on my first period 

No aware of use and keep the pad 

Red drops on the floor of the class

They were laughing- "it's so sad."

Back to home with stain, words

Held the stomach and fell on the bed

Said to mom "I am going to die

Beetween two leg thing of shy."

Mom hugs me held on her arms

"My girl you are growing not bad"

Not clear still confused on blood

Why pain on stomach and on the head.

So I am sad and will stay always

Sight from society, fun they made

Sad during the pain and can't share

Sad the freedom sat under a shade.