NOT A GLASS💫💔

Once I thought friendship was simple,

a smile, a call, a hand to hold.

But masks can shine like silver,

while the heart beneath is cold.

You spoke in words of caring,

yet each thread was tied to need.

Every laugh was borrowed light,

every promise built to feed.

I gave my trust like rivers,

flowing wide, unguarded, free.

But you built dams of silence,

and drained the best of me.

When the seasons turned, I noticed—

no message, no gentle cheer.

The day I walked into new halls,

your absence made it clear.

It wasn't friendship, it wasn't bond,

just shadows dressed as flame.

You sought my path for answers,

but never called my name.

Now I've found the truer voices,

besties who stay, not just appear like you,

They lift me when the skies are heavy,

they write joy across my year.

So keep your borrowed victories,

 your hollow gain.

I've shed the weight of falsehood,

and walked beyond the pain.

For friendship is not usage,

not a ladder, not a game.

It's the quiet strength of presence,

and the fire that stays the same.

And now with hearts unbroken,

I walk with those who care.

True besties stand beside me,

their laughter fills the air.

No more masks, no more shadows,

just bonds that shine and stay.

In their light I've found my freedom,

and friendships that won't decay.

I was the one who was always waiting,

caring about you, cheering you, supporting,

being always there when you needed anything,

even convincing myself when you ignored me.

Even you never considered my feeling,

but now I understand I was just used.

All I got was not friendship, just being used,

and now I've found a bestie who taught me

how to live again, how to respect my feelings too.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

AND I'M TOO HUMAN, NOT A GLASS

TO BE USED AND JUST BREAK IF YOU WANT.....