My Mind And Me

The moon is gleaming over my head

Stars are glowing with unusual mirth

I hope to feel and see a ray of hope 

But here I am sitting, questioning my worth

I am drowning, drowning on my own

No one's there to hear me shout

Buried in my own thoughts as I go down

Lying there still with no one to break me out

I have gotten too attached to you 

Too attached for my own good

Feels like it's repeating all over again 

The way my bare heart alone stood

My days get affected too much if you

Don't respond as quickly as you used to

Well it is not your fault I know 

But I just can't resist this too

This is not the first time it's happening

Getting too attached and then feeling dumb

Makes me want to not open up to anyone 

Scared of this heart again getting numb

I guess it's just how I was, how I am 

Thinking too deeply about simple things

A happy little bird chirping in the morning

Just like a nightingale who sings