I am not who I WISH TO BE

I am unexpressive yet I feel too much 

Drowning in my tears over a simple verse 

The urge to express but not say at the same time 

These days it's starting to feel like a curse

Trying my best to be there for others 

When they are struggling to find light in the darkness

But when it comes to me, what am I gonna do

When I'm struggling, thinking I'm worthless

It feels like being a burden to others

Even the few whom I trust with my fears 

What should I do with these overflowing thoughts

My head, a burning mess, and my heart filled with tears

I wish I was a little indifferent to 

The things that don't even matter that much

I wish I could learn to embrace myself 

Who I am, even the parts that hurt.