Losing Him
Losing Him
Losing him was like losing heaven
He was my guardian angel
My own super hero
He didn't know that his day would come so soon
Neither did I
Loving him was the only good thing I ever did
I couldn't leave him at all
He needed my love to keep him strong
He didn't make it out alive though
He died six days later on the operations table
They said his heart couldn't take the pressure
His heart left my heart stranded
I couldn't handle another loss
Not now at least
I couldn't bear the idea of living without him
Who will love a broken-winged angel?
Your abrupt death left my world shattered to pieces
And I couldn't pick them up all at once
I tried but I cut myself several times
And it hurts to face this alone
I named our child after your name
Maybe he will be like you one day
A brave warrior and a fearless fighter
He knows who you are in the pictures hanged on the walls of our home
Sometimes he dreams of you
Other times he swears he saw you in the garden watering the plants or hanging around the house
He knows you very well my darling
He knows his dad was diagnosed with heart cancer in its last stages
He knows how hard you fought and how much you suffered
He knows his dad very well
And I'm glad for him
And for me
Losing him was like losing heaven
And it's okay
It's okay