Losing Battles

I'm changing into a new person 

My surroundings influencing me 

Things are going around and around in a loop 

My mistakes are running in a circle around me 

My past is chasing me 

My problems are knocking me down 

My lies are reflecting on me 

I'm praying to God to relieve this burden 

But I know that 

These are the consequences of the things I did in the past 

I may lose this battle but I'm going to win the life.