Judgement

Nothing hurts as bad as being judged

Nothing makes one's soul bitter as being accused falsely 

Taking the heat for that which you did not do

Shedding tears because of pain you don't deserve

Yeah it hurts bad

Knowing that I can't change what went down

Knowing that my name has been tarnished for good

Knowing that the course of action I should take is unclear 

Knowing all that, I just sit down and cry 

Those around me praise me for traits I do not myself posses

They tell me how good I am,how kind I am,how lovable I am

I don't think so 

Because I'm bad ,I've hurt people

I do things I should not do

Yet I'm accused of those I've never attempted

I know I can be good if I want to, I know I love those I love very well

I'll make them feel good about themselves even if it means 'puncturing my own ego'

Only those I hold dear