In Vain, I Cry
In Vain, I Cry
I am crying hard
But tears invisible
Tears coming down
But they are not touching the ground.
Fearing the flow of life
But life floating fearless
Putting efforts to mark those directions,
Waves of emotions wiping those aside.
Standing at one side,
I am feeling that force,
Standing alone
But I am not standalone.
Standing at destination,
Struggling to navigate my route,
Am I lost
Or yet to start my life.
Covering the internal sufferings with pain,
I am silent
But my silence will roar one time,
That time you will feel that guilt,
Guiltiness around the neck you die.
Soul will apologize
But unfortunately, I couldn't hear.
To say sorry is it too late,
Hold me, I am falling straight,
Routes not clear,
I am in fear.
Want to live my life simple and smooth,
But the society around, pushing to break my oath.
Mind stop commanding,
Heart stop pumping,
Am I alive
Or waiting for the moment to say goodbye.
From the internal soul, I hear a voice,
I am still alive and I am the legend of my own.