In Vain, I Cry

I am crying hard

But tears invisible

Tears coming down

But they are not touching the ground.

Fearing the flow of life

But life floating fearless

Putting efforts to mark those directions,

Waves of emotions wiping those aside.

Standing at one side,

I am feeling that force,

Standing alone

But I am not standalone.

Standing at destination,

Struggling to navigate my route,

Am I lost

Or yet to start my life.

Covering the internal sufferings with pain,

I am silent

But my silence will roar one time,

That time you will feel that guilt,

Guiltiness around the neck you die.

Soul will apologize

But unfortunately, I couldn't hear.

To say sorry is it too late,

Hold me, I am falling straight,

Routes not clear,

I am in fear.

Want to live my life simple and smooth,

But the society around, pushing to break my oath.

Mind stop commanding,

Heart stop pumping,

Am I alive

Or waiting for the moment to say goodbye.

From the internal soul, I hear a voice,

I am still alive and I am the legend of my own.