I Wish I Could

I wish I could take

Myself back to the start

Because I have too much

To forget

Too much of everything

And no one has time 

To listen 

So I want to bury

It all somewhere

And have a fresh beginning

And this time 

I will make sure to 

Forget everything

That hurts

And only to carry 

Good things

Beacause my heart knows

How much this burden hurts

To carry everything

To cry more than sleep

To die more than live

To regret more than appreciate

To hate more than love

To care about every thing

But still never get cared

And people call it in vain

I too want to change

If I can

But you should know

That it's easier said than done..