More Than

More than anyone

I have hated myself

And that has hurt me

More than anything

And still, I have 

No one to blame

But myself

Though because of 

Some people I have 

Hated myself

But still more than

Them I am responsible

For my own miseries

For my own self-hatred

Which scattered me

Which I have been 

Bearing all this time

Which is tearing

Me slowly and slowly

Without letting anyone know

I am going through 

A battle inside.....