I'm a girl -questing my own identity

I'm a girl,

I'm questing my own identity....

I don't know where my own house is...?

In my parental home, I'm regarded as 

           other's wealth....,

in my law's house, I'm the daughter of another..

Honestly..., what's my identity...???

I've many identities in society...,

Duhita,Kanyaratna,Griha Laxmi........etc.

If so many identities.......,

so why is it so unfair to me....???

Is that a girl..???

Even today I'm helpless,

questing my own identity.

My life is over in quest of my identity.

I don't have time or the right.

I don't have time to think about myself....

I can't think of a way

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to be happy.

Thinking of the burden, father gives up....,

hearing again & again daughter of another,

  in law's house,

all my wants are to die...

Am I not a marrow & fleshly person ??

Don't I have pain ???

Salty tears kiss my lips and 

I suppress my sorrows for the sake of 

      pleasure of my family.

Yet I'm silent.

Know why...???

I'm not allowed to sit & speak in society...

If I'll say, I'll be considered disobedient, discourtesy.......etc.

I'm the honor of the family.....,

so I endure all these.

Still tell me why this injustice towards me ???

Why? Why? Why???

Am I a girl...???