I Don't Know ME Anymore!

Dear me.

You are somebody that I don't know, anymore.

Where is that girl?

Whose eyes always used to shine bright.

Whose smile was contagious.

And was a happy soul so much as if, everything was forever.

Where is that girl?

Who laughed to light up the room.

With a few friends, few haters but a thousand supporters.

That girl...

Who was not afraid of the future,

Who lived in the present and not stuck up in the past.

Where is that girl?

ME! I don't know you anymore.

You are not what I dreamt of.

Coz. Now when I look into the mirror,

I see a girl who's anxious and afraid.

Afraid. Of the future.

Scared from the horrors of the past.

With no friends but maybe a thousand haters.

A girl - with tons of insecurities.

In the mirror, I see a girl,

Whose smile doesn't quite reach her eyes?

Who tries to help everybody - beyond her limits.

But for herself, she never tried.

I don't know you anymore.

Or rather.

I don't know ME anymore.