I Am The Sun

I had hoped you'd remember me like the sunrise

With its red, orange and yellow hues dancing upon your eyes 

And my rays slowly spreading as I rise from down

I had hoped your remember me as something that would always come back to your town 

But you remember me like an ending, like a beautiful pink sky sunset 

With my rays slowly constricting like I tend to do when I'm upset 

You remember me as the one who slipped away behind the clouds 

And even though I might have come back the very next morning, your heart was bitter and plagued with doubts 

I wanted to be a forever sunrise and keep on shining for you 

But I became a forever sunset and my colourful hues painted you blue 

The truth is that I am still just the sun, in all of her glory 

But I cannot be that for you anymore, and for that I am truly sorry 

My rays may be glorious orange, yellow and red 

But my love and light for you are both dead 

Because there was a time when it was all for you 

But you were the one trying to paint the sunrise blue 

And so the sunset bowed out and exited your life 

I might have been the one to stab but you handed me the knife 

So remember me as the sun herself, blinding with its white hot rage 

As you pretend to be heartbroken, as for you all the world's a stage