Euphoria Dampened

His love always tasted

Like a glass of mulled wine

Warm, sweet and spicy

Spreading to every nerve

Awakening new pleasures

Being filled with verve

His fingers always felt

Like feathers stroking the skin

Silken smooth, gentle,

Creating spell casting magic

Wishing would never end

Was so addictive

His breath always smelled fresh

Like mint leaves hand crushed

Thirst quencher for long nights

After riding on crests of love

Reaching beyond moon and stars

Reaching new heights

With his sudden disappearance

Sun hid behind drawn curtains

As in the cold arctic circle

Enveloped in blanket of darkness

Groping my way through life

Mere existence