Depression Is Real

My heart burned with pain

The pain I felt was enough to start another hell

Bells rang in my mind

Clocks tick tocked louder

No one could understand me

Not even the all-ears mirror that rudely kept mimicking me

Not even my loyal shadow was dumb to give advice

I gabled my own tears that I nearly got chocked in

Locked in a room all I could do is talk with my mind

I was afraid of the truth in light

My favourite colour wasn't white, but black

Color of Darkness

The colour that left me to walk in sadness and live in madness

The tears I released were not enough of a comfort as it always is

They only kept on blurring my sight

Made me even more blind.

Living a life like mine was never easy

Everything always seemed out of place

No matter how I try to replace

They always seemed displaced

Every day was winter and summer

I felt my destiny was bitter or just in this world I was wrongly placed

I wanted reality not knowing I was living in it

I wanted truth not knowing it is what burns me in my heart

Burning and stabbing me from all sides inside