Kill me - heal me

The skyline stares pitch black at me,

Locked up in an empty room,

All my senses are intensified,

I drown in an ocean of apathy

One moment I'm here,

The next I'm lost...

As pain buds in my mind

She sings a song, driving me insane

Intoxicated by her numbness

I crumble apart, to pieces.

I used to dream but now I'm paralyzed,

I scream but I am voiceless,

So I lie bleeding on my bed

The sheets crumbled beneath my feet,

As tears shed from my wounds,

Cold streaks drip down, leaving stains 

Wishing someone to paint my memories white!

So I close my eyes shut tight.

Darkness clouds my eyes,

Yet I strive to feel alive,

But why do I keep diving further 

inside?

Have you ever felt dead inside?

Defeated, trampled, broken, how hard did you try to survive?

When the voices screamed at you to die

All you ever wanted was to fly..

To take refuge in the celestial light.