Dark life

The world was dark and quietude

I lingered on and on in solitude

When I heard the ..."dhuk, dhuk, dhuk"beep

The rhythm within me started to seep

I loved listening to the silent rhythm.

It was a source of elixir in the dark world

It kept me alive and my structure unfurled

I wanted to see the beautiful thing

I wanted to feel the beautiful thing

I wanted to touch the abut

I wanted to come out

But I have no shape no form

I was still a flesh and deform

How long should I stay here in silence

How long should I stay here in darkness

I sometimes hear noises outside

Sometimes its jittery, sometimes a laugh

Sometimes a shout and sometimes cry

Somtime a touch soothens me saying"I am here for you"in agrafe

Sometimes I change my phase, sometimes upside down again

The touch nurtures me now and then

The cord shifted and made me sustain

It makes me feel happy, it makes me cry

For I understand there is something that's not right

How long should I stay here in silence

How long should I stay here in darkness

I wanted to see the light

I wanted to see the world outside

I wanted to feel the happiness

I wanted to smile and laugh in holiness

I wanted to feel the touch from outside the dark boundary

I wanted to see the one who touches me

Then one day I heard it , heard it all

Then a vibration, fear and then a bitter cry toiled

Then I was squeezed and turmoiled and pressured and coiled

I was out in soils of blood a small piece of flesh laid in a doil

Under grown hands, under grown feet a small little embryo that was me...

The light was bright no darkness left over

But the life was gone, gone forever.

I felt the touch, the bitter cry,

She was to be my mom who I had to bid good lik

The cord linked me to her was cut

They took me away, from her touch

What was my fault?What was the grudge

I was just an embryo, a pretty girl to be born

They killed me left me unborn

I wanted to see the light

I wanted to see the world

I wanted to live

Death for me was what they had to give

I couldn't cry, I couldn't shout,

But I could feel the pain my mom suffered from

I saw those tears in the closed eye dripping from

The feel from in side

The rhythm still lingered in my vein

"Dhuk dhuk dhuk"

I cannot feel her ever again.