Am I even human if I am not lost?

Am I even human if I am not lost?

I make mistakes and commit crimes.

But do I do that while I am the host?

Or do these demons inhibit my ghost?

They take over my mind in these times.

Am I even human if I am not lost?

Why do I push away everyone I love most?

I fight hard to call them back, sometimes.

But do I do that while I am the host?

Have I given up my control almost?

That’s what frightens me oftentimes.

Am I even human if I am not lost?

Am I sailing or have I reached the coast?

My heart cries out in eerie chimes.

But do I do that while I am the host?

Do my cries reach the holy ghost?

I have screamed them betimes.

Am I even human if I am not lost?

But do I do that while I am the host?