How Long Can I Survive Like This?

I woke up today with the same feelings,

Only to bid my time in the same dealings.

Getting up every day is not bliss,

How long can I survive like this?

My soul feels weary and fragile,

While my body is absolutely agile.

There is something in me amiss,

How long can I survive like this?

Even eating today feels like a chore,

How can I hate what I used to adore?

Inside me, there is a dark, deep, abyss,

How long can I survive like this?

I used to love seeing the morning,

Now, every day feels like mourning.

The anonymous pain makes me hiss,

How long can I survive like this?

I am tired of everything around me,

All I ever wanted was to truly be free.

I wait every day for death’s swift kiss,

I don’t think I can survive long like this.