When Did This Happen?
When Did This Happen?
Fingers hovered over the keyboard,
Refusing to do what they once adored.
All the feelings were bubbling inside,
But they refused to come outside.
How was I supposed to present them?
From where do these feelings stem?
Why do I feel like leaving this world?
Floating away into the underworld?
When did I let these make me numb?
How did I let myself be this dumb?
Who do I use to be a long while ago?
And who I am today, I don’t even know.
When did I get used to living like this?
When did I forget that life’s bliss?
When did I let them dictate my choices?
How did I not recognize these voices?
They were the ones pushing me away,
Tearing my mind apart, fray by fray.
I let them do this to me and my heart,
But now, it's time for my fight to start.
I am done with letting them give me pain,
It's about time that I let my wrath rain.