All I Can Do Is To Regret

All I can do now is regret

Keeping busy all the time in my works

And ignoring you and your talks

I never saw tears in your eyes

Pelting down from your eyes

I never felt your pain so deeper

That you have to take such a huge step

Never thought to contact you when you were feeling lonely

I never thought to talk to you when you are in pain

I was not there when you needed me the most

Living far away from you, I could feel the pain

That's buried inside your heart for a long time

Now I see your only memories left all over

Too many unfulfilled promises for you to achieve

Too many plans to accomplish

I don't know what to do now except wail and mourn

But what I remember is that I promised you not to cry anymore

All I can do is regret seeing you only in memories and dreams

Lost in my own world, I never felt the danger

I hurt your faithful feelings

I harm your unconditional love

Now even God cannot save me for my acts

Now I see you only in memories

If you ever forgive me, I will live only in reminiscing

Finding a way only to seek comfort by repenting

Trying to hide my injustice

I know you will never come again with the same smiling face

But I will write your memory in my poetry and prose.