A Lingering Soul!

Drenched in mishaps designed by life,

I am shutting my eyes in anguish, 

Can't apprise anyone about my environment,

Eventually, I relented to be in a conversation,

But I have a terror of community, will they concede us in spite of this,

Bc, it takes ages in earning esteem and a second to annihilate it,

I ought to call it a day,

And I desire to perish or catch my breath for good.