With A Tired Heart, Tired Mind

With A Tired Heart, Tired Mind

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I laid down on the thorny grass of the vast field and the thorns pricked me, exactly like the darkness hits me every day, this darkness where has it come from? And how did it find us?

The black plane above me made me realize even though…

At this moment, there are six billion, four hundred seventy million, eight hundred eighteen thousand, six hundred seventy-one people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is one.-One Tree Hill


We all know the very purpose of our existence, yet WE ARE ALL TRYING, trying to be good enough, worthy enough, pretty enough.

WE ARE ALL BROKEN, broken to fix ourselves, love ourselves, improve ourselves.

WE ARE SUFFERING, suffering because we regret, regret comes in all shapes and sizes, the small ones because you lose something great to go for the greater, the big ones because you don't say things, you could’ve to save someone or you say things you shouldn't have to push someone away.


WE ARE LYING, lying to make it through the day, lying to make things last, lying to be accepted, lying to live.

WE ARE FINE because everybody is fine and nobody is happy.

WE ARE LOST, lost to find who we truly are, what we are worthy of and to be found again.

WE ARE OBLIVIOUS, oblivious because 1) you don't know each other 2) you don't know each other.

WE ARE ESCAPING, escaping because we are bound to think about the future to escape the present moment and wandering away to a realm devoid of any dysfunction.

WE ARE SCARED, scared to love, scared to hope, scared to dream, scared to share our story, scared to stand up for the right and scared to be queer...

But it’s a rare mark to apologize to people we hurt while we were hurting and to those we caused trouble when we were in trouble and to those we left behind while we were changing and growing.


So common is the hypocrisy of the human heart. One day, they banish and come back and act as if nothing happened and want things to go back as they were before. Trust is a lie, we don't want to hear any truth anymore.


Happiness too comes in so many forms, when you have a great company of friends, when you live in somebody else’s moment or you make someone’s dream come true, but it’s easy to feel like you are the only one who’s frustrated or barely getting by, but sometimes you need a little help from someone and I guess that’s perfectly okay!


Extracting myself from the little mind and heart conversation I was having in my dense brain, I faced the plain barren airspace. I felt like a piece that was torn apart from that vast terrain above me, that had come down on earth to live a life that I will remember and amidst the boring chaos in my life, it will be a good day someday.

And with a tired mind, tired heart, tired soul I slept.



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